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UGH. I havent been writing much.. things have been so EWW. I FINALLY got my damn license back though, so this weekend, I have been all over the place! lol. I am so glad I got them back, alot more freedom now!
My job is going good, but I'm out looking for my second job now. I want to work at Cypress Gardens (an amusement park) but, it was hard for me to get up there and fill out an application. I went up there today, but by the time I got up there, they were closed.
I still have plans to PROBABLY move out, and move in with Jasmine here soon. It depends on her and her boyfriend though, so I dont know. I kindof hope I do, cause rent is cheap, and its a two bath, three bedroom place. Its really nice, and affordable. <3
Josh's new girlfriend has been getting in touch with me, using his screen name online. I dunno, the first night she talked to me, she was threatening me and shit, for no reason, she thinks I want Josh back and all that. LMAO, she couldnt be farther from the truth! Hopefully, soon I'm taking him all his stuff, so I can just put an end to this. I want to remain friends with him, and he is the only one who can end that, but.. I dunno. I dont need the drama. I have enough of that without the help of Josh. The second time she contacted me, she appologized, which was very appreciated, because I didnt deserve to be talked to the way she did. I can understand why she is tripping out, but.. she has things allll wrong. I dont want to be with ANYONE, Josh put me through enough, and I just want to be alone, and able to roam. I have CRUSHES here and there, (no names listed) but.. I dont see myself with anyone for awhile. And even if Josh was to call me up and tell me he wasnt with her anymore, and he missed me, BLAHBLAHBLAH, I wouldnt take him back. Not that I hate him, I just KNOW we cant be together. Friendship is all I want. IF I can have that much..
Anyways, thats enough babbling.
My job is going good, but I'm out looking for my second job now. I want to work at Cypress Gardens (an amusement park) but, it was hard for me to get up there and fill out an application. I went up there today, but by the time I got up there, they were closed.
I still have plans to PROBABLY move out, and move in with Jasmine here soon. It depends on her and her boyfriend though, so I dont know. I kindof hope I do, cause rent is cheap, and its a two bath, three bedroom place. Its really nice, and affordable. <3
Josh's new girlfriend has been getting in touch with me, using his screen name online. I dunno, the first night she talked to me, she was threatening me and shit, for no reason, she thinks I want Josh back and all that. LMAO, she couldnt be farther from the truth! Hopefully, soon I'm taking him all his stuff, so I can just put an end to this. I want to remain friends with him, and he is the only one who can end that, but.. I dunno. I dont need the drama. I have enough of that without the help of Josh. The second time she contacted me, she appologized, which was very appreciated, because I didnt deserve to be talked to the way she did. I can understand why she is tripping out, but.. she has things allll wrong. I dont want to be with ANYONE, Josh put me through enough, and I just want to be alone, and able to roam. I have CRUSHES here and there, (no names listed) but.. I dont see myself with anyone for awhile. And even if Josh was to call me up and tell me he wasnt with her anymore, and he missed me, BLAHBLAHBLAH, I wouldnt take him back. Not that I hate him, I just KNOW we cant be together. Friendship is all I want. IF I can have that much..
Anyways, thats enough babbling.