Promise
Title : Promise
Pairing : Yama (Ohno x Sho)
Length : one-shot
Genre : fluff, a little angst, a little humour
Rating : PG. G
warning : death-character and bad bad bad engurishu~ and un-beta
Summary : Sho can't enjoy the coffee until someone interupted him.
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Sho sighed. He didn’t know since when he can become so tired like today. But suddenly everything becom so heavy. It’s like there are loads on his shoulder, neck, and of course his head too.
He sighed again.
He really know, it is not because of his work. For honest, he love his work more than anyone do. But... for almost this month he can’t be so happy like usual.
Then something cold touch his right cheek.
“Oh! Geez! What are you doing?!” ask him as he jumped from his chair. That man who did that only chuckled on him.
“You just sit here, didn’t touch your coffee. Look! You make it waiting too long until it cold. And then you just sighed here, sighed there. If you have a problems, then forget about it for a while. Enjoying your coffee. Why you even bothered yourself for bring me this cold beer when you can’t enjoy your drink?” said that man while he take a seat on another chair which have a can of cold beer on the table. Right in front of him.
“You...” Sho said as he keep his anger raised. And he take another deep breath with closing his eyes because he realized there will nothing would change with his anger. Then he sit again.
"What do you want?” ask Sho.
"Like I said, you have to-”
“Not that. You know what I mean,” Sho cut him and looking him straight on that man in front him. Instead being afraid of Sho, that man only smiling with a calm aura radiate around him. It’s always amuze Sho why this man always keep smiling even-
“You already promised me...” Satoshi said as he keep smile and talk to him. But Sho give a look like he didn’t understand.
“You already promised me that you’ll not feel that way, don’t you?”
Sho look down on ground under his feet. Yes. Of course he remember it. He just… pretending like he forget all of it.
“I know. But that’s not easy...”
“I know that too... but now you have many many maaaany friends around you.”
“They are too noisy, Satoshi...”
"That’s what you need,” he said as he opened the can of cold beer that he keep with him.
"Why I need noisy people around me?” Sho said as he chuckled.
“So you can forget everything that you want to forget.”
Sho keep silence. Keep looking at that small man who drinking his beer. After take a few sips, he will sighed, relieved. Like all his loads on his heart gone with that. Sho smiling at him.
“You always drink that, huh?” Sho take his chin on his hands. Satoshi only chuckled.
“And you always give it to me. On my altar?” Sho smiling at him.
"Don’t looking at me like that...” Satoshi stoped for a while.
“Like what?”
“Like you feel sorry.”
“Of course I am. I’m... feel so sorry,”
Another smile come from Satoshi. Like his usual smile. His small eyes looks like drowned by his chubby cheeks. And then he said,
“Please don’t...”
Even for the nth time Satoshi said that, it’s always feel that way. Sho always feel sorry because he can’t forget about it. He always blame all of what happend to himself.
Then Sho feel something heavy on his neck. A pair of hands already circling his neck from behind. A light chuckled can be heard on his right ear. A very familiar one. For the last time he can see his Satoshi, sit in front of him. Just like usual, with that beautiful and amuze smile. But then, Sho look on his right, to see who is the one circling hands on him.
“Shoooo~ nyaaaan~” that man said with chuckled.
“Aiba-san...” he whispered that man name. But he gasped, suddenly remember about Satoshi. Quick, he look on his front chair. But there is no one. Only a can of cold beer.
“What are you doing here??” another cheerful voice came from his behind. This time is Nino’s voice.
“Oh... it’s just... remembering some... moments?” he even not sure with what he want to say.
“Ah... like remember about your girlfriend?” said Jun who already patted his shoulder, Aiba already losing his hands and walk around the table. Sho only smiling at Jun who keep busy told him so many tips about woman and how getting a new one.
Until Sho look to that chair again and-
"NO!” he shouting at Nino who just want to take a seat.
“Eh?” the other three look at him with surprised. Even Nino stratled at the moment. Keep his butt from not touching the chair.
“What happend Sho-chan? Something happened?” Aiba asking as he looking at him. Nino didn’t dared to look at him. As soon he walk away from that chair.
"No... it’s just...” he can see Satoshi already not sit there anymore. No... even he is not live anymore.
"Sho?” Jun call him. “Are you… okay?”
"It just... just... I...” Sho confused. He can’t said it. No.
“Just what? Tell me Sho. I’m sorry if that chair really important for you,” said Nino with apologic tune in his voice. Sho didn’t mean to make everyone worried about him. Not even want to scared Nino. No, he didn’t mean to be like this. It’s just his mind keep thinking that Satoshi is still there. Always take a seat on a chair in front of him. No matter where he is, he always see and feel the same thing. Satoshi still keep around his life. But not with hus body.
"Sho-chan... hountou ni gomenasai...” said Nino again when he didn’t get any respond from Sho.
You already promise me. Satoshi’s voice come into Sho’s ears.
He remember that. He remember to make that promise with Satoshi. That he will always smile even without him. He will find another friends, another love.
"No, it’s okay Nino. It’s just a bird. I think that chair have bird droppings there,” he lied.
“EHHH!! No way!! You should tell me first!” Nino checked on his trousers with his panic mode. The other only laughing at him. And also Sho who joined that laugh. Laughing together with them.
Even… without him…
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I see you already find your friends, Sho...
But don’t worry. I will always near you. Don’t worry, I will always watch you.
You can find me when you want. You can talk with me everytime you want.
But from now on, please... find your love from your new friends.
From now on, please... live your life with your happy smile like always we did.
From now on, please... be live.
From your beloved, Satoshi
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Hisashiburi minna~~~~ i miss writing soooo much. Thank to my busy-internship-program I can't find a proper time to writing. 😧
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