A thousand doors and all of them have locked me out.
Forgive the bad poetry adorning the title of this entry. Everything has fallen apart, real friends have disapeared, why is it everything slits my arms and lets me bleed into open pools on the ground when everything was so close to being complete? Lets start back on the good note. Sunday the 4th Paul Bronwen and I went and saw Most Precious Blood, Walls of Jericho, Throwdown, Forgetting Tommorow, 25 ta Life and some other who played on the second stage who we didn't watch. Forgetting tommorow sucked horribly, Walls of Jericho was vicious they rocked real hard i picked uyp both their albums and a shirt, MPB took [pictures of my tatoo and i got to talk to rachle the guitar player she was real cool told us why the original singer left and why the got rob fusco i bought a shirt and 2 pins and went up to the front and sung my heart out fucked up a couple of stars po my tatoo though hopefully the touch up will fix it but man they were so good the pit was nice unfortunately they didn't play "it runs in the blood" or "so typical my heart" my two favorite songs. Throwdown was phenomenal i didn't get any of their stuff though i was outta money by then but theey played alota old straight edge anthems and it was great. WE all had fun then afterward we went to manetas and mike scabarozi came by and we talked and had more fun. Was a good night my last in a while. I got my classes set up or so i thought i singed up for psychology101,german intermediate 2, basic drawing, amd 2 dimensional design but i just got a lettersaying 2 dimensional design got cancelled due too low enrollment so now i have to go and see if there is a 2 dementional design that has sufficent enrollment and fits into my schedule or if i can get permission to just take painting 1. but all this plaes in the fact that my dad is throwing me out of my house. And the worst is i don;'t know the reason he just came home one day and said i had to find another place to live he said he was sick of me being home all a week before school. So now i need to find a home for my cat so if aanyone is interested and a caring person he's very friendsly i can pay to have his shots up and fixed. he's house trained. But i wont give him up if your and unkind cruel person. SSeperatley i need a place to stay i can afford about 200/a mo rent and can get my own food. i can't go to serv cause their not taking mercer co residents, i have no relatives or friends ion the counties that are accepting so i could use their adress to say i lived their, i have no family to move in with, and as of right now all friends have turn the back on me except two. So if you can help Please Call 396-1296. I'm at my last ending.