Aug 11, 2008 21:51
this is from feb. 15, 2005 in this journal:
"who is this man and what does he want?
my studio teacher, paul, went on a rambling today with me about purpose and convention and why we are what we are and why we do the things we do and what our role as artists might be, and questioning everything we have and own and do and think, etc. etc. etc.
i slept so little last night that i only remember a few exact words of his: "the mind is a tangling of associations." i just think that's a different way of saying what we've always been saying.
paul seems to have a lot of interesting ways of putting things. i'll have to write more of them down. they inspire me and give me ideas.
i think i've hit the jackpot. i know i've hit the jackpot. this is my calling in life. i'm going to miss afo. i'm going to love life now.
i'm exhausted. i've got so much to do tonight, and i love it."