random thoughts
This wk has been I sad one, I found out that Dan was going to marry Bethany. Who I am I to think that I actually meant something to him like that , I am not jealous ( really no lie) just embarrassed that I thought he felt the same way for me. I really want to be her friend , she deserves all the love the anyone can give, she seems hollow.
I am looking forward to school but I am sad to say I don't trust my mom with her. My mom is a paradox , she is selfish and selfless at the same time. she is a black hole and i love her.
Carol is the strongest person I know , I try to go out of my way to not let her down ,but I have and on top of everything else I wish I was better for her. He looked so much like his mom
Any who, my life will get alot better when I get me car back( next month) I just need to stay calm until then...I feel like I have switched roles with my mom and myona has switched with me, so I feel like I am looking at myself when I look at her. It is a strange feeling, like being replaced but not in a bad way.
I haven't talked to Robbyn In a while - I miss her
Rick and al aND then even kim showed up on my door last wk . It was great! We mostly talked about tori though, and rick took loads of pics of myona. KIM IS SUPER DUPER!!!
I am going to miss her so much when I to school but I need to get it out of the way and I should be done before she is 3 , so then she won't really remember alot of me not being around.
When I get my car I am going to find a art gallery to sell my paintings at , by then I should have enough to fill a booth. I hope it isn't a waste of time.
I am looking forward to school but I am sad to say I don't trust my mom with her. My mom is a paradox , she is selfish and selfless at the same time. she is a black hole and i love her.
Carol is the strongest person I know , I try to go out of my way to not let her down ,but I have and on top of everything else I wish I was better for her. He looked so much like his mom
Any who, my life will get alot better when I get me car back( next month) I just need to stay calm until then...I feel like I have switched roles with my mom and myona has switched with me, so I feel like I am looking at myself when I look at her. It is a strange feeling, like being replaced but not in a bad way.
I haven't talked to Robbyn In a while - I miss her
Rick and al aND then even kim showed up on my door last wk . It was great! We mostly talked about tori though, and rick took loads of pics of myona. KIM IS SUPER DUPER!!!
I am going to miss her so much when I to school but I need to get it out of the way and I should be done before she is 3 , so then she won't really remember alot of me not being around.
When I get my car I am going to find a art gallery to sell my paintings at , by then I should have enough to fill a booth. I hope it isn't a waste of time.