Goals
heh I write more in my livejournal now than I ever have, at least it feels like it. I think it is because I can't talk to people the way I used to. I think unfortunately my trust in people, in my own friends has gone way down.
Anyway my plans for the rest of this year include and are not limited to the following. I plan to get a second job, either at the Omni or at an animal rescue place. I have already been in the process of getting this 2nd job so hopefully soon it will be aquired. I plan to save up as much as possible leading up to key west trip. I will use the vacation to think and relax and come back refreshed and ready to take on the rest of the year. First thing to immediately happen upon coming back from Key West is I will be moving the FUCK out of Jason's stupid fucking mess of a house and most likely never speaking to him again. Enough is enough and I feel its gone way too far. I will be moving into a studio apartment either in Riverside or near the Beaches. I will live alone and have only myself to take care of FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. THIS I am looking foward to very much. I will keep my job at the DOT as long as I can while also working second job and housecleaning for clients. Any opportunity for extra money, I will jump on. I will save up enough to get a Vespa but until then I will ride my bike as often as I can. I will eat healthier and excersize and do yoga and meditate. GAWD I can't wait to live on my own. When I am ready, I will open up to dating again but no rush there. I still like the same damn girl so I will just have her for when I want company from a lovely lady and other than that I will be solo. I will also do whatever I have to to finally pay off my credit card and be done with it. GOALS! I haz them.
Anyway my plans for the rest of this year include and are not limited to the following. I plan to get a second job, either at the Omni or at an animal rescue place. I have already been in the process of getting this 2nd job so hopefully soon it will be aquired. I plan to save up as much as possible leading up to key west trip. I will use the vacation to think and relax and come back refreshed and ready to take on the rest of the year. First thing to immediately happen upon coming back from Key West is I will be moving the FUCK out of Jason's stupid fucking mess of a house and most likely never speaking to him again. Enough is enough and I feel its gone way too far. I will be moving into a studio apartment either in Riverside or near the Beaches. I will live alone and have only myself to take care of FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. THIS I am looking foward to very much. I will keep my job at the DOT as long as I can while also working second job and housecleaning for clients. Any opportunity for extra money, I will jump on. I will save up enough to get a Vespa but until then I will ride my bike as often as I can. I will eat healthier and excersize and do yoga and meditate. GAWD I can't wait to live on my own. When I am ready, I will open up to dating again but no rush there. I still like the same damn girl so I will just have her for when I want company from a lovely lady and other than that I will be solo. I will also do whatever I have to to finally pay off my credit card and be done with it. GOALS! I haz them.