Jun 27, 2005 04:11
Well, I'm not sure if I'm going to be updating this journal anymore. I feel like ass right now, even though it is drunken. I supppose it's true that I tend to cause a lot of pain, even though it's really to spare feelings and help people. Maybe, I should quit trying to be such a help. I should probably just give up, yeah? Well, one thing's for sure, I am going to dissaperate(sp?). I'm going to move away soon, and then, it'll be like I never even lived here. I don't really want to, but I think I may be forced to quit my job. Albeit I make lots of money, and I don't think that I'll be able to find another one to support my style of living, it might be what needs to happen. I should probably get used to loss.
I did create an alternate journal, which is going to be my new one if thise one fails. I don't think that it will really fail, but it'll be for when I go into hiding. I should be very easy to find. I'm not giving the name out, except to those I want to have it. I've given it to about five people so far. I've got to pass it ou yet again tomorrow to the rest. I ask those people not to share the info with anyone else. Same goes for my new AIM name. Subsequently, I'll be making a new myspace tomorrow also.
Until the sun shines again, I'm going to rest.
The mamma drama needs to rest too.
Mm mamma drama