whilst laughing, everytime i snort, i saw aww.
Thinking about it, you should say "an" when you're talking about vowels. Such as, "an immediate threat." Also, you should say "a" infront of nonvowels (consenants). Such as, "A Cat." However, I just noticed that when I began to type this entry that I used to term, "an hour." I don't remember being taught that there were exceptions to this basic grammar rule, I could be wrong, however. As we all know, there is an, "I before E, except after C" type rule. I'm so anal. ANYHOW. . .
I just spent over an hour on the phone with Dylanlove. We talked about everything in life right now. I think that Dylan and I make a better power team as best friends than we ever did as a couple. I still miss that sex stuff, but it's okay, because tonight was the first night that I actually held a conversation with him where there were no arguements and no akward pauses. We talked a lot about relationships and all of that good kind of stuff. I told him how I felt about him kicking the dust into my face relationshipwise. What he said to me was that it would take time and some effort to make me realize that I'm actually a decent person, and that guys don't all think I'm unattractive/generally yucky. I actually remember talking to him, probably around this time last year, and he said that he wanted to be just friends, and that it hurt a lot. He told me that he hoped for me to find a new significant other before him, because that way, it would spare my feelings if he got a new girlfriend. Even though he's had two since we've broken up, which was six months ago. I also made a deal with him on getting is "OMG" shirt, I need that shirt way hard. He said that I'd have to loose 30 more pounds (my goal), and dress up like Haru Haru Haruko (sp?) and give him some sweet dance party love, or something like that. I don't think that he can cheat on this new gf of his. I think she's way good for him. He needs a sweet girl, and I think he may have finally gotten one for himself. I told him so, instead of being petty. I also told him that I still had strong feelings for him, so it really hurts to see him with someone that isn't myself. But I am geniunely happy for him. He and I are running errands like mad tomorrow. Then I think I want to see me some Seanlove.
Today, I acutally went to see Seanlove. We had a pretty fun day. I picked him up, and we ate some Perkins and talked some blatant shit about the other people in the restaurant. We drank a pitcher of coffee there. We then went to the Edison Mall and walked around, browsed assorted clothing stores, all of that fun stuff. After the mall, we went to Target, I picked up a copy of the At the Drive-in best of CD. The last band that you'd think would have a best of. It's actually pretty enjoyable. I got shout wipes too, hmm, they actually work. We got more coffee over at Barnes and Noble, I think that was the strongest coffee with the exception of my coffee that I've ever had. I called up Jonlove and we met up with him. We shot the shit for a little while, but I had the shakes from all of that caffine. We then headed off to 7-Eleven for some Darth Slurpee action. We took pictures, and chilled on the roof of my car. My staion wagon rocks the casbah, I must say. I then drove Sean home, and headed home myself.
I listened to the mixtape that Sean gave me on the ride home. I must say, nigga knows how to mix a mean tape. I really don't think that people are appreciative of the time and effort put into things like that anymore. Honestly, people are such consumer pigs (myself included). I also don't think that I can say anymore about this specific topic. All I know is that people, as a generalization, are so wrapped up in themselves that they can't really take the time out to appreciate anything real anymore. I don't think that I've had as good a time as I recently have in such a long time that I may have actually forgotten how to laugh until now.
Sometimes life can be so cruel. Ouch, I think I may have broken my
Vanessalove
I just spent over an hour on the phone with Dylanlove. We talked about everything in life right now. I think that Dylan and I make a better power team as best friends than we ever did as a couple. I still miss that sex stuff, but it's okay, because tonight was the first night that I actually held a conversation with him where there were no arguements and no akward pauses. We talked a lot about relationships and all of that good kind of stuff. I told him how I felt about him kicking the dust into my face relationshipwise. What he said to me was that it would take time and some effort to make me realize that I'm actually a decent person, and that guys don't all think I'm unattractive/generally yucky. I actually remember talking to him, probably around this time last year, and he said that he wanted to be just friends, and that it hurt a lot. He told me that he hoped for me to find a new significant other before him, because that way, it would spare my feelings if he got a new girlfriend. Even though he's had two since we've broken up, which was six months ago. I also made a deal with him on getting is "OMG" shirt, I need that shirt way hard. He said that I'd have to loose 30 more pounds (my goal), and dress up like Haru Haru Haruko (sp?) and give him some sweet dance party love, or something like that. I don't think that he can cheat on this new gf of his. I think she's way good for him. He needs a sweet girl, and I think he may have finally gotten one for himself. I told him so, instead of being petty. I also told him that I still had strong feelings for him, so it really hurts to see him with someone that isn't myself. But I am geniunely happy for him. He and I are running errands like mad tomorrow. Then I think I want to see me some Seanlove.
Today, I acutally went to see Seanlove. We had a pretty fun day. I picked him up, and we ate some Perkins and talked some blatant shit about the other people in the restaurant. We drank a pitcher of coffee there. We then went to the Edison Mall and walked around, browsed assorted clothing stores, all of that fun stuff. After the mall, we went to Target, I picked up a copy of the At the Drive-in best of CD. The last band that you'd think would have a best of. It's actually pretty enjoyable. I got shout wipes too, hmm, they actually work. We got more coffee over at Barnes and Noble, I think that was the strongest coffee with the exception of my coffee that I've ever had. I called up Jonlove and we met up with him. We shot the shit for a little while, but I had the shakes from all of that caffine. We then headed off to 7-Eleven for some Darth Slurpee action. We took pictures, and chilled on the roof of my car. My staion wagon rocks the casbah, I must say. I then drove Sean home, and headed home myself.
I listened to the mixtape that Sean gave me on the ride home. I must say, nigga knows how to mix a mean tape. I really don't think that people are appreciative of the time and effort put into things like that anymore. Honestly, people are such consumer pigs (myself included). I also don't think that I can say anymore about this specific topic. All I know is that people, as a generalization, are so wrapped up in themselves that they can't really take the time out to appreciate anything real anymore. I don't think that I've had as good a time as I recently have in such a long time that I may have actually forgotten how to laugh until now.
Sometimes life can be so cruel. Ouch, I think I may have broken my
Vanessalove