update....
since it's been a year and a half, i suppose i should highlight what has happened in that time. i moved, away from the duplex that i couldn't keep up and away from my father who was using my good nature. i still talk to my dad, but i needed out of that situation. it was rough for a while after i told him i was walking away from the duplex and he was going to have to find a new place to live. but to be honest, he was living in my extra apartment for free with only water, his gas was shut off (and had been for close to three years) as was his electric. he wasn't offering any help with the bills, i was paying for everything. so i cut myself loose. i am now in a cute little apartment, just cierra and i.
i moved to a different school district, hoping it would help cierra get her shit together. it hasn't. she is on her third round at being a freshman. i don't understand. she likes school, loves being social, but refuses to do the work she needs to do to get her grades up. she talks about being a high school choir director after college and all i can say is, 'how are you going to get into college with your grades?'
i had a bad dating experience...lol. whats new? huh? this guy was ultra creepy and the amount of shit he ended up doing in a three week period of time is just insane. the topper was a 2 hour phone conversation while he was in a cocaine induced delusion. awesome. then i ended up having to change my phone number due to another creepy ex who borders 'stalker'. funny thing is, he is supposedly engaged and his gf/fiancee tried the whole chatting me up on facebook/stalking thing.
needless to say, i am very cautious when it comes to dating now. but i have found a great guy! only problem is he lives in terre haute indiana. he has a job, a car, his OWN apartment and does not have any addictions (well, maybe work, lol) he is very sweet and respectful. i keep waiting for the crazy, but it just doesn't come.
i am still in school, seems like it is taking forever. i am in my last two classes and then all i have left is practicum and internship. i am scared to death to actually have clients. i know that i know what i am doing, but i just don't feel ready. i go to see my advisor on monday, so hopefully she will help me out.
that is about all that has been going on in my life. just plugging away trying to have a little fun at the same time.
i moved to a different school district, hoping it would help cierra get her shit together. it hasn't. she is on her third round at being a freshman. i don't understand. she likes school, loves being social, but refuses to do the work she needs to do to get her grades up. she talks about being a high school choir director after college and all i can say is, 'how are you going to get into college with your grades?'
i had a bad dating experience...lol. whats new? huh? this guy was ultra creepy and the amount of shit he ended up doing in a three week period of time is just insane. the topper was a 2 hour phone conversation while he was in a cocaine induced delusion. awesome. then i ended up having to change my phone number due to another creepy ex who borders 'stalker'. funny thing is, he is supposedly engaged and his gf/fiancee tried the whole chatting me up on facebook/stalking thing.
needless to say, i am very cautious when it comes to dating now. but i have found a great guy! only problem is he lives in terre haute indiana. he has a job, a car, his OWN apartment and does not have any addictions (well, maybe work, lol) he is very sweet and respectful. i keep waiting for the crazy, but it just doesn't come.
i am still in school, seems like it is taking forever. i am in my last two classes and then all i have left is practicum and internship. i am scared to death to actually have clients. i know that i know what i am doing, but i just don't feel ready. i go to see my advisor on monday, so hopefully she will help me out.
that is about all that has been going on in my life. just plugging away trying to have a little fun at the same time.