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so im not sick really, i just have a really bad cough again.
thats also what i had last time.
everytime i cough, i get really really hot and i get dizzy.
i think thats from the "accident" sophomore year, kinda damaged me... seriously.
don't mean to lay a guilt trip on Carter, but i have ever since then.
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this week=semi okay.
i have soo much on my mind.
and by the end of the night after work... i got down.
don't really want to explain whats wrong... well, only to heffy i will. :)
i just hate this feeling that i have.
i want to cry. but i won't. maybe later.
Saturday was good. Amber and I went to Kelsey's to get ready.
Went over to Lutz's even tho she was kinda bein a bitch... sorry, ya were.
Me and Kelsey were the only ones drinkin. We're champs.
There were three forty's, a penis suit, "clint", and a couple people.
i was kinda bored. so later we met up with Amy and Tarah and went to this house near Sulsbury.
all the kids were still in HS, but i knew them all.
kelsey wouldn't take off colin's hoodie, so he took my coat and walked into the house when im ready to go.
so i yelled so much at him. kinda drunk. haha, its hillarious to look back on. i think he took me seriously.
got lost. but finally ended back at home.
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i miss.
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so on other news... i hate my boss.
i am trying to quit.
love the job, just not the boss.
so im gonna apply at memorial, and hopefully get my spring classes ready to go.
but once again, if i get the job... i can only have like two classes durin the day and then i would get off at eight. sounds good to me!
just because our boss is an old granny fart bastard, and might have to lay some people off.
prolly not me. but still.
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i hate lookin at her.
but i still do. just to see how much "better" she is than me.
but she's not.
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ps-i fuckin love love love love love love Journey.
one of my favorite songs.
You make me weep and wanna die
Just when you said we'd try
Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other
When I'm alone, all by myself
You're out with someone else
Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other
You're tearing me apart, every every day
You're tearing me apart
Oh what can I say
You're tearing me apart
It won't be long yet, till your alone
When your lover, oh he hasn't come home
Cuz he's lovin', ooh he's touchin', he's squeezin' another
He's tearin' you apart
Oh every every day
He's tearin' you apart
Oh girl what can you say?
Cus he's lovin', touchin' another
Now it's your turn, girl, to cry
Na na na na na na
(Repeats)
matter of fact... i think i'll go listen to them. ha.
thats also what i had last time.
everytime i cough, i get really really hot and i get dizzy.
i think thats from the "accident" sophomore year, kinda damaged me... seriously.
don't mean to lay a guilt trip on Carter, but i have ever since then.
**************************************
this week=semi okay.
i have soo much on my mind.
and by the end of the night after work... i got down.
don't really want to explain whats wrong... well, only to heffy i will. :)
i just hate this feeling that i have.
i want to cry. but i won't. maybe later.
Saturday was good. Amber and I went to Kelsey's to get ready.
Went over to Lutz's even tho she was kinda bein a bitch... sorry, ya were.
Me and Kelsey were the only ones drinkin. We're champs.
There were three forty's, a penis suit, "clint", and a couple people.
i was kinda bored. so later we met up with Amy and Tarah and went to this house near Sulsbury.
all the kids were still in HS, but i knew them all.
kelsey wouldn't take off colin's hoodie, so he took my coat and walked into the house when im ready to go.
so i yelled so much at him. kinda drunk. haha, its hillarious to look back on. i think he took me seriously.
got lost. but finally ended back at home.
**************************************
i miss.
**************************************
so on other news... i hate my boss.
i am trying to quit.
love the job, just not the boss.
so im gonna apply at memorial, and hopefully get my spring classes ready to go.
but once again, if i get the job... i can only have like two classes durin the day and then i would get off at eight. sounds good to me!
just because our boss is an old granny fart bastard, and might have to lay some people off.
prolly not me. but still.
**************************************
i hate lookin at her.
but i still do. just to see how much "better" she is than me.
but she's not.
**************************************
ps-i fuckin love love love love love love Journey.
one of my favorite songs.
You make me weep and wanna die
Just when you said we'd try
Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other
When I'm alone, all by myself
You're out with someone else
Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other
You're tearing me apart, every every day
You're tearing me apart
Oh what can I say
You're tearing me apart
It won't be long yet, till your alone
When your lover, oh he hasn't come home
Cuz he's lovin', ooh he's touchin', he's squeezin' another
He's tearin' you apart
Oh every every day
He's tearin' you apart
Oh girl what can you say?
Cus he's lovin', touchin' another
Now it's your turn, girl, to cry
Na na na na na na
(Repeats)
matter of fact... i think i'll go listen to them. ha.