did you lose touch with me or are you pretending to like i am with you?

Jan 04, 2003 16:53

joe couldnt make it here today. it really sucks being in a band with someone who lives in san diego. but i don't want to replace him. i just can't. i adore him.
so, last nite me & mary jammed out. i got 2 mp3s of us playing. [drums.vocals.guitar]
if you wanna hear them, let me know...
all the classes i got are fucking awesome. i thought i'd be returning to hell, but my first day of school was alright. all my teachers rule. i've only gone one day so far and i'm already a director for a play. hell yeah, baby.
i got a whole bunch of little homie toys lined up staring at me. it'd be cool if they started throwing signs. maybe if i was on acid?
the coricidin i took last nite didn't make me sick, even tho they were the long pill ones. :X
i need to buy some pot. someone owes me 40 bucks. i better get my $$ today.
i miss robby. i miss him talking about music with me. he has so much fucking passion. i opened up to him. i spoke all truth to him while i sat there in shame... i told him about my past, my family, assholes, the fucked up shit i did for my agent,& myself. and he still fucking likes me. i want to smoke some herb with him & just cuddle. robbyo, i need you soooo.
i'm going to get in the shower right now. then lay in my bed and read. i got plans tonight to hang out with gabe, his "bro", steph, eyeduh,& mary. wonder what we'll end up doing.
i think i'm going to cut off gabe's pretty face and hang it in my room to look at and admire.
new people in the life. new pictures. new grounds. new body. new hands. new music. new smiles. new culture.
same air, same eyes... dying to see you.
i havn't forgotten you.......
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