experience was my all time favorite teacher.
ultimately, we have no choice but to feel what we are feeling and i don't feel so good right now at all ... i'm hurting and taking it like a wuss. this sucks dick.
i know some fucked up people, man ... too many people's honesty is corrupt. it'd be cool if everyone was real once in a while. why criticize everything? create, don't compete.
oh well.