page 13 wake up!!
wake up little boy, again I am here. open your little sleepy eyes. focus on the light right here. see me before you. my arms open for embrace. accept the wonder that is here. he is here right now. waiting for you. go to him. accept it! let go of those hesitations, let go of the fear, let go of the doubts, angers, and self hatreds. he is not here to judge, just to emcompass you in the sweet emotion. enjoy this time little one. who knows how long this will last, your vigor is not to par. you hide it from everyone, even your family. just take care of what you have do not take it for granted. one day it could be time to say goodbye. be gentle to him, let him know how you feel. I know you only let him only see to surface of the feelings you have for him. just let go and show him the ocean of passion that is there for him. do not be scared, for I am with you. go to him and remember my words.