some pages from an older book pt 1 - Tears in the Sand
Want to touch my fingertips?
I know you see them stretched out towards yours
wanting someone's empathetic embrace
I am stuck in life's quicksand
struggling to get free
every thrash and every flail I have to let something go into the sand
pieces of my life
it's sad to watch things you love become memories before your eyes
it's hard to let go
but let go or be consumed?
so I let you go
yes this is to you
please callus over your heart and forget I ever was there
I can't bare to see you cry
I don't think I can beat this
but for you I will try
losing you in my battle here is my one regret
I will forever lament our love
and forever hold you close to what is now becoming ice
in all of this
all that's left to say is
I'm sorry
I know you see them stretched out towards yours
wanting someone's empathetic embrace
I am stuck in life's quicksand
struggling to get free
every thrash and every flail I have to let something go into the sand
pieces of my life
it's sad to watch things you love become memories before your eyes
it's hard to let go
but let go or be consumed?
so I let you go
yes this is to you
please callus over your heart and forget I ever was there
I can't bare to see you cry
I don't think I can beat this
but for you I will try
losing you in my battle here is my one regret
I will forever lament our love
and forever hold you close to what is now becoming ice
in all of this
all that's left to say is
I'm sorry