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well today was fine i guess i went to skewl n the rain was getting on my hair today i was so0o damn pissed! then my hair got like all fucked up!!!!!! UUGGHHH n i donno wut to do with ricky...damn life suxs!! rite now i just dont htink i want a boyfriend rite now/....plus i hardly c him n if i c him too much then i dont want to b with him at all...but at first i really wanted him but now..that COURTNEY bitch can have him...sorry to say but i just dont like him...i dont care wut ppl say if they think im mean to just say that but thats how i freally feel....i dont wanna go out with him if i dont have n e feelins 4 him...n plus if i break up with him then i wont have to worry bout flirting with guys too much!! LOL....well i donno if i like sum 1 else....plus i already have a lot on my shoulders to take take of...so0 i think i will break it off soon but i donnno....i have a 75 percent chance of breaking up with her!!!!.....ohh i went to carolyns house today n hung out wiff her.....n we did our journals!! ohh sorry josh 4 touching ur ballz..lol well u lapped my ass do0o hard so0o its not jsut my fault!! omg i think ima get a "N" in mr mcneils (mc nizzle's) class!! UGGHHH he pisses me off so0o damn much!! n he likes lil boys!! here comes another micheal jackson!! ohh n i think mr. johnson always touches gurls!! EWW god! can u get sum other gurls? god n hes my health teacher....man thatsa fucked up...well 2 morro is my birthday! but not my party tho...lol ricky probably didnt even get me shit!! N IT WOULD B OUR 3 WEEK ANNA. THATS IF I DONT BREAK UP WITH HIM....RITE NOW I JUST DONT THINK I WANA BOYFRIEND...dont worry im not just gonna dump him then go out with sum guy...lol im not that mean!! or am i...nawjkust playing...well i went to the store n bought sum more lip glosses!! but most of my lip glosses that i've bought over the years well i used them all up or i lost em...lol well this time i bought watermelon wobbles from caboodles n i bought smakers splash n shine! there so0o0 cute n yummie.,,....lol well n i bought katie n ali's GIFTS!!! lol 4 their birthday! PARTY THIS WEEKEND TEHN MY PARRTY IS NEXT...HELLZ YEA BEEIITCH!! L0L...SORRY IF U WERENT INVITED ...LOL...WHOOPS I GUESS U WERE ON THE FORGOT LIST... well umm gina mioght cum over 2 morro n then spend the nite then go over katies hosuet o chill at her party!! lol....too much willl happend...i hope i dont get out of control....but gina's like i donno if i should go....gina ur so0o damn cute!! n ur not fat! ugghhh..!!!well im listening to sum music nite now~!!! lol well i guess ima go cuz gina will b calling soon n so will sabrina....n carolyn is spose to go online to talk to me!! (DETRIOT STYLE WITH CAROLYN!!! LOL) well tehn bye.... leave a comment!! ohh n tell me wutu think should happend with me n ricky...i wanna kno wut ppl think..so just leave sum...iighty bye