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i had some of the best sleep ive ever had last night. maybe it is because i knew i would wake up to a fresh coating of snow and feel warm all over despite the bitter cold outside. it is already 1p.m. but im still all covered in sweats and slippers. i woke up and studied biology and have already read two chapters in the past hour and a half. accomplishment already.
over the past week or so ive had a couple ephionies involving myself. first that as much as i try, i both do and do not want to completely alienate myself from everyone i knew in high school... which is difficult to do since im still in west virginia. but there are some things which make me happy to see and some people i still like to see evolve. i met ashleys fiance. that was both scary and exciting at the same time. i was happy for her, but scared to see with my own eyes the union of someone the same age as me. i have even seen my sorority sisters proposed to, but it isn't the same. maybe because i see them in a different light, maybe because i haven't know them since i was like 13. whatever the case, its just plain wierd.
a second less important realization was that i am a fashion whore. and there is no way around it. i love fashion and have always been a bitch or a snob concerning my fashion as well as other peoples. but, now i just realize that i love it and regardless of the cost, will have what i want. thanks paris and nikki hilton for showing me the way (jules, paris is a skank yes, but oh so cool ;x). i've been spending hundreds on purses and accessories and a lot on just rinky t-shirts. but i'm young and what better do i have to do with my money. besides, im not being ridicious with it. i'm just not worrying about the money aspect of it as much as i used to.
courtney and i may go to new york for new years. if this goes through so help me ill shit my pants. now, i really need someone to road trip with me over xmas break to some shows. any takers?
over the past week or so ive had a couple ephionies involving myself. first that as much as i try, i both do and do not want to completely alienate myself from everyone i knew in high school... which is difficult to do since im still in west virginia. but there are some things which make me happy to see and some people i still like to see evolve. i met ashleys fiance. that was both scary and exciting at the same time. i was happy for her, but scared to see with my own eyes the union of someone the same age as me. i have even seen my sorority sisters proposed to, but it isn't the same. maybe because i see them in a different light, maybe because i haven't know them since i was like 13. whatever the case, its just plain wierd.
a second less important realization was that i am a fashion whore. and there is no way around it. i love fashion and have always been a bitch or a snob concerning my fashion as well as other peoples. but, now i just realize that i love it and regardless of the cost, will have what i want. thanks paris and nikki hilton for showing me the way (jules, paris is a skank yes, but oh so cool ;x). i've been spending hundreds on purses and accessories and a lot on just rinky t-shirts. but i'm young and what better do i have to do with my money. besides, im not being ridicious with it. i'm just not worrying about the money aspect of it as much as i used to.
courtney and i may go to new york for new years. if this goes through so help me ill shit my pants. now, i really need someone to road trip with me over xmas break to some shows. any takers?