"NO I. I WILL BOX YOUR EARS AND, TAKE YOUR TEARS AND, LEAVE YOU, LEAVE YOU HERE. STRIPPED BARE"
I left the house today. It felt good. Air is nice. Scenery is nice. Gone is nice. New is nice. Fresh is nice. I need new and fresh and nice more than you probably know. Jason, when and where are we going to find what we need? We are both in dire need of the same thing yet neither of us have really gotten closer to this goal.
The car ride was nice. I thought about nothing and it felt so great. I did have a feeling tho. A feeling that i was missing(was the body found) Not that i was lost. Not that i was losing something. Just missing something. There is definitely something missing from my life. I do not know what, or whom it is. Nor do i know when or how i can get it. I know i just need something. Something new. I do know what i have is not it. sorry. one day, maybe. today, no. (do i talk about this subject alot? i just got a feeling like i do). So where to go now? to sleep. clear my head once more. tackle this thing, as well as many other tasks, in the morning.
Now i have the song from kill bill vol 1 playing(Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood/Esmeralda Suite / Santa Esmeralda). the one where Oren Ishii and Black Mamba are fighting(the song with the claps). It has me in the mood to do something. Accomplish things. Again, what is unknown. I need to figure this unanswered question shit out haha. too many of them. Anywho, I am going to eat a sandwich. i will take on hunger and defeat it. goodnight all.
so did anyone catch that dashboard reference? haha, i got a mangina
sorry i didnt get to see you today. maybe after the new year.
i hate when a site says 5-7 days to deliver but leaves out the part it takes over a week to process the damn order
miss you
need to call you soon
need to hear your voice again. i like it too much. it's sad
**EDIT** Comic 4 is complete.
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Built To Spill - You Were Right
You were wrong when you said everythings gonna be alright
You were wrong when you said everythings gonna be alright
You were right when you said all that glitters isn't gold
You were right when you said all we are is dust in the wind
You were right when you said we're all just bricks in the wall
And when you said manic depression's a frustrated mess
You were wrong when you said everythings gonna be alright
You were wrong when you said everythings gonna be alright
You were wrong when you said everythings gonna be alright
You were right when you said you cant always get what you want
You were right when you said it's a hard rain's gonna fall
You were right when you said were still running against the wind
Life goes on long after the thrill of living is gone
You were right when you said this is the end
Do you ever think about it?
Do you ever think about it?
Do you ever think about it?
Do you ever think about it?