7 years and counting?
fyi, I like a boy for 7 years, since 5th grade primary. and now we're both in our last year of high school, whick means we're gonna graduate SOONNNN omg. between those years I've liked some other boys too, but they were just some flings. I'm 17 years old and never date, pretty sad right? I rarely talk to him now, bcs.. well.. I don't have the courage, we once pretty close in the last year of junior high, wow how I missed that moment.
I don't know why I like him, but I know he IS a really good person, different from any jerks. but I know we will never be together unless fate decide it for us, didn't talk much anymore since 2nd year of high school (now that we're in different class) and now everything's going to be shattered. we might not meet again after high school, we don't know where fate will take. I was dreaming that I would confess up to him on farewell party / graduation before I go regret not telling him, but of course I don't have the courage.
But to be honest he KNEW I like him, because I was a stupid girl back then and I regret it so damn much. I was kinda too aggresive, and now I don't really have the courage to face him bcs it's just stupid & embarassing (one of the things we won't be together). /sigh.
The reason I write this is because, at school today I was daydreaming about what IF he confess to me, and we're started dating, and I can brag it to my friends, and how we would go date whenever we can, etc. Daydreaming suck. and then I realize how much I like him.. or maybe love him.. how wonderful it would be if we can be together..
I won't be telling other stories & details & wonderful moments about him, since I'm scared if anyone found this, thou I highly doubt it.
I wish fate will bring us together, or find me a real true love. Truth is I love reading & watching dramas with sweet lovestory in it, with the expectation I can feel it as well.
I don't know why I like him, but I know he IS a really good person, different from any jerks. but I know we will never be together unless fate decide it for us, didn't talk much anymore since 2nd year of high school (now that we're in different class) and now everything's going to be shattered. we might not meet again after high school, we don't know where fate will take. I was dreaming that I would confess up to him on farewell party / graduation before I go regret not telling him, but of course I don't have the courage.
But to be honest he KNEW I like him, because I was a stupid girl back then and I regret it so damn much. I was kinda too aggresive, and now I don't really have the courage to face him bcs it's just stupid & embarassing (one of the things we won't be together). /sigh.
The reason I write this is because, at school today I was daydreaming about what IF he confess to me, and we're started dating, and I can brag it to my friends, and how we would go date whenever we can, etc. Daydreaming suck. and then I realize how much I like him.. or maybe love him.. how wonderful it would be if we can be together..
I won't be telling other stories & details & wonderful moments about him, since I'm scared if anyone found this, thou I highly doubt it.
I wish fate will bring us together, or find me a real true love. Truth is I love reading & watching dramas with sweet lovestory in it, with the expectation I can feel it as well.