worst sister ever?
I have a sister, 2 years younger than me. She doesn't respect me at all, our relationship is like any other friend-relationship (maybe bcs pur year gap is small?). She can smack my head whenever she want, if we in a really serious fight we can go crazy, like punching, grabbing hair, throwing stuff (sometimes), and kicking. Let me tell you our physical fight is serious, sometimes to the point I want to hit her on and on and on.
I will descript my sister. I admit she is popular than me, she have prettier face than me, she have more beautiful & thicker hair than me. I admit Imhave more pimples than her, her skin is lighter, my lips is bigger & darker colored. BUT, I'm smarter and skinnier, she IS kinda fat. Do you know she mock me everyday for my lips? Idk if it's a joke or not but clearly it's not, she make disgusted (+a little smirk) whenever she look at my lips, she mock it everyday. She doesn't know it hurts me, at all, she think it's FUN, she thinks it's FUNNY, she think of it as a joke when I don't. She did it everyday, she burned some of my self-esteem, my confidence in myself. She pretends to be clean, sometimes she won't share straw /bottle with me, she humiliates me if she does that in public, she doesn't know that. She is an idiot, she doesn't have a heart for her sister, maybe she cares more to her friends&boyfriends (i'm single) than family. IDk how her brain work, how her HEART work. sometimes i yelled "I'M UR SISTER"
We act more individualistic, she usually don't want to share her things, she&me thinks "this is MINE, that is YOURS. Mind your own thing, don't use MINE". Most of the time we think like that. As a person she IS very childish & selfish, i mean she's in highschool now and she is a very unorginized person (oh another + from me since i'm much tidier) I repeat, she is VERY selfish & childish. VERY REALLY VERRY SUPER.
but if we're getting along, things ARE nice. We talked about things, asking things, singing together, gossiping maybe, watch videos together. I love hanging my arms, kissing her cheek (she is chubby), but all that things annoyed my sister since she's 'disgusted with me), so even thou I love doing that, my sister don't.
I wonder if she feels embarassed for having a 'sister' like me. but now i'm a student council member, maybe she'll think prouder of me. I admit i'm kinda soft as a sister, sometimes I act childish too. Or maybe all of ths is bcs of my fault? For not being a better sister, this is my punishment. Idk how my sister think about me.Idk since when this has started, when I FELT like this? But going through all this can make me crazy, idk how we will act when we're adult later. Are our relationship gonna be worser? Or is ot gonna be better bcs we grew up to be a better person & sibling, that's what I want.
I think i had enough so I write this stuff here. I think i'll better after I write it here. Thankyou if you read this.
I will descript my sister. I admit she is popular than me, she have prettier face than me, she have more beautiful & thicker hair than me. I admit Imhave more pimples than her, her skin is lighter, my lips is bigger & darker colored. BUT, I'm smarter and skinnier, she IS kinda fat. Do you know she mock me everyday for my lips? Idk if it's a joke or not but clearly it's not, she make disgusted (+a little smirk) whenever she look at my lips, she mock it everyday. She doesn't know it hurts me, at all, she think it's FUN, she thinks it's FUNNY, she think of it as a joke when I don't. She did it everyday, she burned some of my self-esteem, my confidence in myself. She pretends to be clean, sometimes she won't share straw /bottle with me, she humiliates me if she does that in public, she doesn't know that. She is an idiot, she doesn't have a heart for her sister, maybe she cares more to her friends&boyfriends (i'm single) than family. IDk how her brain work, how her HEART work. sometimes i yelled "I'M UR SISTER"
We act more individualistic, she usually don't want to share her things, she&me thinks "this is MINE, that is YOURS. Mind your own thing, don't use MINE". Most of the time we think like that. As a person she IS very childish & selfish, i mean she's in highschool now and she is a very unorginized person (oh another + from me since i'm much tidier) I repeat, she is VERY selfish & childish. VERY REALLY VERRY SUPER.
but if we're getting along, things ARE nice. We talked about things, asking things, singing together, gossiping maybe, watch videos together. I love hanging my arms, kissing her cheek (she is chubby), but all that things annoyed my sister since she's 'disgusted with me), so even thou I love doing that, my sister don't.
I wonder if she feels embarassed for having a 'sister' like me. but now i'm a student council member, maybe she'll think prouder of me. I admit i'm kinda soft as a sister, sometimes I act childish too. Or maybe all of ths is bcs of my fault? For not being a better sister, this is my punishment. Idk how my sister think about me.Idk since when this has started, when I FELT like this? But going through all this can make me crazy, idk how we will act when we're adult later. Are our relationship gonna be worser? Or is ot gonna be better bcs we grew up to be a better person & sibling, that's what I want.
I think i had enough so I write this stuff here. I think i'll better after I write it here. Thankyou if you read this.