pooped out
I haven't written in this thing for quite some time. It's hard to manage two journals at once. I mean what should I do? Copy and paste my xanga entry to this one? that would just be straight up lame and pointless. Life hasn't been all that exciting lately. I've been pondering my future with the same indecisive mind of mine. I am currently pre-dental on one hand then pre-NP on the other. I suppose my prospective career as an NP spurred from my fear of failure in terms of being accepted into dental school. I mean with all the money i would eventually invest into a DAT prep course as well as the whole application process makes me wonder what would happen if I failed. Perhaps I'm feeling the effect of a huge dose of low self-esteem that's been constantly driving me away from the more positive side of things in life. Apparently, things don't come without effort unless you're a rich SOB. Can't someone help me buy my way into dental school dammit? lol. I'm just kidding. I don't swing that way. Sucks being indecisive me.