Passion of a Christ - 2/7
Title: Passion of a Christ
Pairings: SiMin / Siwon x Sungmin (main), QMi, ninja!HanChul, more to come
Rating: PG-13 - NC-17
Genre: Drama, crack, fluff, romance, angst … you name it
Summary: Siwon and Sungmin finally confessed to each other after years of love for the other. There’s innocence in the relationship as they’re both inexperienced, but the feelings are strong. Many things are happening in the Super Junior dorm, as secrets get revealed to the group. There are always obstacles in a good relationship, and the toughest one for Siwon and Sungmin is to tell Siwon’s parents about it all.
Disclaimer: I do own them ….....
A/N: hohoho they’re doing moar~ I’m sorry for the delaaay, but I’ve had too many things to do.. work, school and so on! Anyway here’s part TWO. This fic is for my sweet nikipiyoko (who loves Sungmin and thinks that my fics lacks a lot of Sungminnie)
Later that night Siwon and Sungmin sat in Sungmin’s room and watched a movie. Well, they should watch a movie, but were instead in the middle of kissing, Siwon lying on top of Sungmin. The kiss and their touches were passionate and gentle, slowly caressing each other’s neck and upper body. When Siwon broke the kiss place pecks on Sungmin’s neck, Sungmin quietly said;
“Please Siwon, touch me more.”
Siwon stopped what he was doing and looked up at Sungmin, “I know you want to touch me as much as I do,” Sungmin continued. “So, please Siwon…”
Siwon didn’t answer; he couldn’t speak because his mind soon exploded with emotion, nervousness and urge. Instead he just nodded his head and took of both his own and Sungmin’s t-shirt. When he lay back down to give Sungmin another kiss, they both moaned at the feeling of skin on skin.
The kiss deepened, as their tongues caressed the other, sucking on each other’s lips. Siwon felt his confidence rise and he glided down to slowly lick Sungmin’s right nipple as his hand searched down to stroke his stomach. Sungmin let out a sigh which sent shivers through Siwon’s whole body, especially downwards… Sungmin reached to grab Siwon’s neck, pulling him up to share another kiss - they both caressing each other everywhere they could reach.
Suddenly Siwon felt Sungmin’s hands in between their lower stomachs, starting to unbutton Siwon’s jeans.
“Sungmin…” he whispered and took hold of Sungmin’s hands, “You don’t have to do that.”
Sungmin moved Siwon’s hands away and kissed his cheek, “But I want to, Siwon…”
They moved to change their position, making Sungmin lie on top. He kissed Siwon’s lips softly, before he slowly went further down; placing a kiss on Siwon’s well trained stomach before he pulled of Siwon’s jeans completely. The bulge on Siwon’s underwear was well visible, and he blushed under Sungmin’s touch.
Sungmin’s eyes gazed upon him with big eyes, up and down his body. “You really are like a God.”
Siwon laughed, “You’re not too bad either,” he smiled to Sungmin. “You never show your body much though.”
This time it was Sungmin’s time to laugh, “I only show my body to the people I want to show it to.”
They looked at each other before they kissed again, Siwon moaned as Sungmin cupped his manhood and slowly started to massage it. Siwon didn’t know where to go, it felt too good to be true. He wanted more, more and more of Sungmin and he reached down to take off his jeans as well. He changed their positions when the pants finally was off, so they both laid on their side, slowly massaging each other through the thin material of underwear and sharing passionate kisses.
Both of them were shaking slightly - the feeling new to them. “Nnh… Siwon,” Sungmin’s moans sent shivers down Siwon’s spine. He wanted to touch Sungmin more, but he controlled himself as much as he could. They took of the boxers and held on to each other more tightly, and it didn’t take long before they both climaxed and shared one sweet kiss before they both fell asleep.
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“It’s very good to have these kind of things when you want to blackmail people.” Smirked Heechul at Hangeng when he took plenty of good pictures at the scene before him; including Siwon and Sungmin naked in each other’s embrace.
Hangeng sighed, “As evil as always… Someday I actually think you will transform to a real devil. I can already see the horns starting to grow.”
He grinned and ruffed Heechul’s hair, who glared at him angrily. “Yah, be nice to me or else I’ll break up with you.”
Hangeng’s eyes flew wide open, “Shh!! What if they’ll hear you?!”
Heechul clicked his tongue. “You know, it kind of hurts when you always say it like that.” Hangeng looked at him, “That you’re always hiding it, wanting to hide it, when all the others gladly show it out in the open.”
Hangeng sighed, “Chullie, we’ve talked about this,” he reached for Heechul’s hand, but Heechul jerked it away.
“I just get the feeling that you don’t love me.” Heechul said, and looked straight into Hangeng’s eyes, then left the room after taking one last picture of Siwon and Sungmin.
Hangeng looked at the door which Heechul had just walked through, guilt building up in his stomach. He turned his gaze to the bed, “I’m sorry Heechul…” and he too left the room.
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“Kui Xiaaaaaan!!” Both Siwon and Ryeowook spilled out their coffee all over the table at the loud bang of the apartment door opening and the screaming Zhou Mi coming through it.
“What the fuck?!” Heechul wined as he tried to cover himself from the coffee dripping down from the table.
Kyuhyun smiled and stood up to greet his energic Chinese boy. When Zhou Mi appeared in the doorway to the kitchen his smile split his face in half and jumped on Kyuhyun, hugging him tightly.
“I’ve missed you so much,” Zhou Mi said into Kyuhyun’s ear. Zhou Mi had been in China for little over a month, but would now stay (after weeks of begging at the SME headquarters) in Super Junior’s dorm as long as the schedule allowed him to. Zhou Mi was all teary and Siwon wondered if he ever would let Kyuhyun go. Kyuhyun hid his face at the hem of Zhou Mi’s neck, and for a minute Siwon really thought he was crying, but he only whispered things to Zhou Mi, gently caressing his cheekbone.
Heechul snorted, “Can’t you just go to Kyuhyun’s room instead of just standing here being all gay?” Zhou Mi laughed, while Kyuhyun shot Heechul a glare-of-death.
“Someone is jealous,” Kangin pointed out from the tv-sofa.
“Kangin…” Eeteuk said sternly, but Kangin just smirked at the now furious Heechul.
”Shut the fuck up, you fat idiot.” Heechul hissed and caused Kangin to rise up quickly from the sofa, taking Heechul by the collar. Ryeowook, Eunhyuk, Sungmin and Donghae looked scared to death when Hangeng stood up and pulled Kangin away, pretty hard. “Don’t touch him…”
Kyuhyun sighed, “Stop being so childish,” he took Zhou Mi’s hand. “Let’s go,” Zhou Mi gladly followed.
“I agree with Kyuhyun,” Eeteuk said. “Stop being so childish Kangin, Hangeng, both of you - stop.”
Kangin and Hangeng looked at each other, before they shrugged and walked in different directions. Heechul too took off, taking Heebum with him.
Everyone eventually returned to what they were doing and Sungmin helped Siwon and Ryeowook to clean up the spilled coffee.
“Donghae-ah,” Eunhyuk spoke up and Donghae raised his head in his direction from the tvscreen.
“Mm?”
“Can I sleep in your room tonight? I really don’t wanna hear our dearest couple having sex one more time… I still got nightmares from the other time.”
Donghae and a few other laughed at this; “Of course you can, Hyukkie.”
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Preparations for the new album was hard; dance practice nearly every day, learning all the new songs, going to the gym to get fit for photoshoots… It was a miracle that they still were alive. The training was hardest for Eeteuk, even though he didn’t mention anything, he was sick almost all the time and the smile was hard to notice. Eeteuk was like this in every preparation and Siwon felt guilt everytime, dealing with 12 members must be hard. Kangin was the only one who could really take care of Eeteuk, put the smile back on his face and comfort him whenever he was down - Super Junior’s mum and dad.
“Argh! I can’t take this anymore!” Donghae complained as he sunk down on the floor after dancing their new dance for the 10th time, and they still did wrong. “Can’t we just go home?!” Many agreed to this.
Eeteuk came to him, breathing fast and sweat dripping from his chin. “We can’t, we have to get it right!” he sat down beside his dongsaeng, resting his head in his arms. Everyone sat down as well, taking a well deserved break.
Sungmin sat down between Siwon’s legs, leaning against him, while Kangin walked over to Eeteuk. He whispered something into Eeteuk’s ear, which the others couldn’t hear, and then stood up and walked away.
“We’ll be back soon,” Kangin said before he closed the door to the rehearsal room beside them.
“He’s crying again,” Ryeowook said sadly and looked down.
Heechul sighed and curled up like a cat on Hangeng’s lap. “He’s pushing himself too hard, and thinks of everybody else too much.”
All the others agreed to this, “Tell me when he’s back, I’m taking a nap.” Heechul closed his eyes and Hangeng smiled down to him.
“I’ll go check if he’s alright,” Sungmin said and stood up.
“Ok,” Siwon answered and Sungmin walked away, Siwon sighed.
“Hey, how is it going?” Siwon jumped a little as he felt Kyuhyun’s hand on his shoulder.
Siwon frowned “How is it going with what?”
Kyuhyun sat down and smiled, “”With Sungmin of course.”
Siwon felt his heart skip a beat, “Well, it’s good.” He said.
Kyuhyun sighed, “I mean with the sexual part.”
Siwon’s eyebrows shot up, “Why do you want to know?!”
“Shh! I’m only helping you, ok?” Kyuhyun said. “I can see how much you want him, and he you, but none of you seem to dare to do anything. Am I right?”
Siwon blushed and Kyuhyun continued; “But you have done something, because you’re much cuddlier now than you were before…”
Siwon blushed even harder, “…I take that as a ‘yes’.” Kyuhyun smirked. “Siwon, just ask me anything that you want to know, and I’ll tell you.”
Siwon looked at him. He had so many questions but he didn’t dare to ask them, and Kyuhyun seemed to understand.
“Look, I’ve been with Zhou Mi for a long time already, and we’ve done quite a lot of different things-“
“I don’t think I want to know about what you’ve done.” Siwon said and wrinkled his nose.
Kyuhyun sighed harder this time, “I’m not going to talk about us! I just mean that I will answer your questions, explain what you will do, most important the sex - because, and this is why I said that with Zhou Mi I’ve already done everything, because we’ve already done everything you want to do with Sungmin and I can help you take the step and stop being so damn scared.”
Siwon looked down, “Just because you and Zhou Mi are the least shy people in the world…”
Kyuhyun laughed at this, “Don’t you think that we were scared too?” Siwon looked at him, “I’ve never been that scared in my whole life, I freaked out, but tried to stay as calm as possible.”
“Really?” Siwon was surprised.
“Yes, really. Zhou Mi even cried, but happy tears of course, but it caused me to freak out even more when I saw the tears… they never stopped falling!” Siwon smiled. “But he smiled and told me it was ok, so yeah…”
He patted Siwon on the shoulder. “It’s going to be alright, don’t worry ok? Just ask me or Zhou Mi whenever you want and about whatever you want, promise?”
Siwon nodded, “Thanks.”
Kyuhyun smiled widely just as Eeteuk, Kangin and Sungmin came back. “Ok, let’s continue!” Kangin said and all stood up to continue, except for Heechul who refused to wake up.