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These days, I feel so unsatisfied with myself.
I just feel like there's so much I don't know academically. It feels like I have no knowledge whatsoever. I feel like a total idiot. What have I been doing for the past year and a half?
I'm just trying not to get defeated and try harder to keep on top of things this semester. If I was an idiot, I wouldn't have even gotten into university, right? So some part of me must be capable of doing this even if it doesn't seem that way.
I just wish I wasn't so lacking.
Anyway, I'm trying, you know. For once.
I just feel like there's so much I don't know academically. It feels like I have no knowledge whatsoever. I feel like a total idiot. What have I been doing for the past year and a half?
I'm just trying not to get defeated and try harder to keep on top of things this semester. If I was an idiot, I wouldn't have even gotten into university, right? So some part of me must be capable of doing this even if it doesn't seem that way.
I just wish I wasn't so lacking.
Anyway, I'm trying, you know. For once.