Feb 13, 2005 01:34
Brian's over.. that bitch fell asleep. He sleep talks a lot. He just rolled over and said something that I've been thinking all day. "Ah, fuck..." That guy tells it like it is even when he's sleeping. I made a stupid choice last night and decided to drink. I guess I kinda had a good time, but I wish I wouldn't have. I had.. well, it doesn't matter what I had. I was trying to get my mind off of numerous things that have been bothering me, and it didn't work. I ended up thinking about them the whole time, but my mind was off everything else. So, I was pretty much totally concentrated on those things. I can't believe I ended up this way... again haha. Stupid boy... I deserve nothing. Too many bad choices, although you could never really tell just by talking to me.
I downloaded "A Decade Under The Influence" last night, and have been listening to it for the past 13 hours straight. I listened to it all night, and all morning. Then I went to Best Buy and was late for work so I could buy the cd which contains it. I listened to it work, then I litened to it during my break. I came home and listened to it. I fell asleep listening to it, then went to pick up Brian listening to it, and even now. It's crazy, it means a lot to me for some reason. I think this would be a cool tattoo: Roman numerals and it would say XI:XI.. I think that would be pretty sweet.
I don't think I'm gonna go to school Monday. I feel horrible.. depends on how I feel when I wake up tomorrow. Me and Brian went to McDonalds earlier and this kid totally hooked us up with 4 pies! He's a cool guy, goes to my school, but I don't know his name. He's got sweet black, box-framed glasses though, which is suffiently awesome.
Fuck.. that bastard is snoring... it's time to fuck with him so he stops. I think I'll drop a dictionary on his balls or something..