Jan 26, 2009 20:39
Lesson learned: If a friend is a complete asshole, that friend will continue to be one. Yeah. I tried.. And I really really shouldn't have. In the end, it just screwed me over even more. I also realized how much my emotions and feelings weren't considered, which is mentally causing me a little distress right now. I know I can't hang out with him anymore, but my head is a little messed up because he kept saying he'd be there for me and be a good friend but he isn't.. and little naive me keeps wanting to hope it's true so for some reason I continue to try to talk to him. In the end, he either ignores when I point out an issue or doesn't reply. He just does things to make it easier for him, falling back on him thinking it would make it easier for me. If it was, he'd tell me about it instead of doing it without my consultation. Jerk.
This weekend was horrid over other things, like another 'friend' at a party pushing me down while he was very drunk.. Which lead to a lot more stuff.