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Grrr. So I'm falling into it again. The loneliness thing where I get sad and annoyed and angry that I'm fucking single. I want a relationship where I can let down my guard every once and awhile...not always be on my toes to be strong. Dammit. Life sucks sometimes. *kicks something*
On another note, I was productive with my set today. My sewing machine is all fixed and it works perfectly now (it helps when you have the right bobbin size). I'm working on my New York skyline drop...it should be interesting, that's for sure. I can't wait until everything comes together. I'll have full pictures around the 26th cause that's when everything's due. Weee.
Went out clubbing last night...Yes, I had sex with my clothes on with many guys. (That's what I call club dancing...just think about it.) Unfortunately, I wasn't attracted to one of them because they were all a little creepy. I went with Natashja who whenever a guy came up that we didn't want around, she'd start grinding on me and saying we were together. I was amused. The last time we went out, I made the mistake of using our real names, so this time we came up with names for each other for when a guy asked for it. I was Esmeralda and she was Jezebel. I was amused.
It's late, I'm ranting for no damn reason and I'm going to bed. I'm in that not so happy place and I'm trying to pretend I'm not. Sigh.
On another note, I was productive with my set today. My sewing machine is all fixed and it works perfectly now (it helps when you have the right bobbin size). I'm working on my New York skyline drop...it should be interesting, that's for sure. I can't wait until everything comes together. I'll have full pictures around the 26th cause that's when everything's due. Weee.
Went out clubbing last night...Yes, I had sex with my clothes on with many guys. (That's what I call club dancing...just think about it.) Unfortunately, I wasn't attracted to one of them because they were all a little creepy. I went with Natashja who whenever a guy came up that we didn't want around, she'd start grinding on me and saying we were together. I was amused. The last time we went out, I made the mistake of using our real names, so this time we came up with names for each other for when a guy asked for it. I was Esmeralda and she was Jezebel. I was amused.
It's late, I'm ranting for no damn reason and I'm going to bed. I'm in that not so happy place and I'm trying to pretend I'm not. Sigh.