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^__^ Hello and welcome to the last post of this journal. Yes, I'm closing it as I told some people, definitely this time.
It started exactly 2 years ago, the time was happy then, I had my AZ:UK friends, and I was slowly falling in love with a boy. Today, the boy is gone for good, and I left AZ:UK.
So why keeping something that is only a book of memories from a time I was happy when I can not even imagine a light at the end of my tunnel right now?
There's no reason.
I told once that he was gonna be the last. I intend to keep this promise. In one year and a half, I'll be old enough to adopt a child according to my country's laws. So as I thought I would, I will adopt a child and raise it alone.
Because being dumped 3 times is more than enough for my sanity.
Now I gotta do the hardest... pack his gifts (oh my god...) and then build up something new alone.
I don't know if I can do it yet.
Just a little side note: have you noticed how people promise you everything and promise they'll never hurt you when they love you, and when they don't love you anymore they get so indifferent and horrible? That they don't care anymore if they hurt you? It seems so inconceivable to me, but it's been like this will all my boyfriends.
I just wished I mattered more.
Anyway, I got carried away again.
If you my friends wanna stay in contact with me, I have a new journal called stars_of_tears
You can add me if you want, I'll add you back ^_^
Love you all. Goodbye to this journal, see you somewhere else, maybe.
Good luck all, be happy.
Love,
The one and only... Cath <3
PS: I've been frozen from neopets for something I haven't done, and since they won't reply to my mails, I think it's gone for good, so don't try to contact me through it please.
It started exactly 2 years ago, the time was happy then, I had my AZ:UK friends, and I was slowly falling in love with a boy. Today, the boy is gone for good, and I left AZ:UK.
So why keeping something that is only a book of memories from a time I was happy when I can not even imagine a light at the end of my tunnel right now?
There's no reason.
I told once that he was gonna be the last. I intend to keep this promise. In one year and a half, I'll be old enough to adopt a child according to my country's laws. So as I thought I would, I will adopt a child and raise it alone.
Because being dumped 3 times is more than enough for my sanity.
Now I gotta do the hardest... pack his gifts (oh my god...) and then build up something new alone.
I don't know if I can do it yet.
Just a little side note: have you noticed how people promise you everything and promise they'll never hurt you when they love you, and when they don't love you anymore they get so indifferent and horrible? That they don't care anymore if they hurt you? It seems so inconceivable to me, but it's been like this will all my boyfriends.
I just wished I mattered more.
Anyway, I got carried away again.
If you my friends wanna stay in contact with me, I have a new journal called stars_of_tears
You can add me if you want, I'll add you back ^_^
Love you all. Goodbye to this journal, see you somewhere else, maybe.
Good luck all, be happy.
Love,
The one and only... Cath <3
PS: I've been frozen from neopets for something I haven't done, and since they won't reply to my mails, I think it's gone for good, so don't try to contact me through it please.