MEXT
Hooookay, so I have MEXT interview in like...2 hours? Nervous? A bit. Knowing me, I always screw up with my English at important moments like these. (This happened in Oxford, this happened in ASSIST. this happened in Embassy of Japan, but I talked in Japanese that time (thanks god), so don't you dare to say "You're awesome at English,what are you talking about!" to me, because I KNOW BETTER!)
Hmmm.... This interview is not that important when you think of it. It's not like I'm gonna win, because my competitors are way better than me. Especially one of them who is a uni student right now, graduated last year with three 100% from State exams and having won something at the WORLD Biology olympiad and countless other awards...What's more, the other guy I'm competing against is also a "future-scientist"who, btw, did best in that stupid and impossible Japanese test. He was luckier at guessing that me :D And I left 3 places empty, should have known better to at least guess, but... whatever...SO yeah, I'm not expecting anything much from this, especially because even winning this round probably wouldn't make me the winner overall, like last year's winner....But to think of it, it's almost impossible for us to compete against Asian people, like Koreans for example at this point, well, maybe only at English, so yeah.
WHat am I ranting about???! Anyways, just wanted to get some of the frustration and disappointment out ^^ Nothing serious...^^ It's just so disappointing, when you wait for something for more than 5 years and this is what you get... gah.Gotta get used to this.
Oh,and today I dreamt that I got 22% from Lithuanian exam. The dream was so realistic... Because I do expect a low mark ...=___= blah ;D
ANyways, after this interview is done and I see my sis off to Dir en Grey concert, I will finish my letter to Yuki and Borim and I hope that maybe tomorrow I'l be able to call Mariana ^__^ If she's at home of course :)
My exam results are out on 26th and 29th June and 1st July, but I guess I won't be at Vilnius and won't see them. Not that I want to XD So yeah, more torture to my parents, relatives and stuff like that xD
hoooookay, that was a major waste of time xD
Gotta go read something before the inetrview ^o^ Wish me luck!~♥
Annyeong~♥