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I am a glutton for abuse.
I need to learn that the only way to stop someone from neglecting me, or treating me like shit, is to cut them out of my life. I can't make anyone change their ways, no matter how hard I try, and I'll only end up exhausted.
Folks, stay away from alcohol. Please. It will fuck up your life, and it will fuck up the lives of the people who care about you most. It will turn you into a cold, dead, detached person and cause damage in every aspect possible.
It's not just the alcohol, it's the person.
I need to learn when to quit, when to back off and work on myself, and when to know when I've had enough and the situation I'm in is hurting me emotionally, physically, spiritually and otherwise.
In other news, I have no one left in my real life interactions. No one. I have to start anew, which is a daunting task at 23. Maybe this time I'll get it right. I'll find sane, stable, wonderful people who won't use me, steal from me, or break my heart.
I feel utterly empty and wasted. I guess it's finally time to start looking out for me, myself, and I.
I also finished the new Chuck book, and I have 2 Radiohead tickets on the way. Pit seats. Not sure how I'll get to White Center but I'm sure I'll manage.
In other other news, I have not written a lj entry in a long time. And I got that tattoo. It's pretty.
I need to learn that the only way to stop someone from neglecting me, or treating me like shit, is to cut them out of my life. I can't make anyone change their ways, no matter how hard I try, and I'll only end up exhausted.
Folks, stay away from alcohol. Please. It will fuck up your life, and it will fuck up the lives of the people who care about you most. It will turn you into a cold, dead, detached person and cause damage in every aspect possible.
It's not just the alcohol, it's the person.
I need to learn when to quit, when to back off and work on myself, and when to know when I've had enough and the situation I'm in is hurting me emotionally, physically, spiritually and otherwise.
In other news, I have no one left in my real life interactions. No one. I have to start anew, which is a daunting task at 23. Maybe this time I'll get it right. I'll find sane, stable, wonderful people who won't use me, steal from me, or break my heart.
I feel utterly empty and wasted. I guess it's finally time to start looking out for me, myself, and I.
I also finished the new Chuck book, and I have 2 Radiohead tickets on the way. Pit seats. Not sure how I'll get to White Center but I'm sure I'll manage.
In other other news, I have not written a lj entry in a long time. And I got that tattoo. It's pretty.