Nov 16, 2003 20:45
and so she wakes up in time to break down
she left a note up on the dresser and she's right on time
you dont know anything right or wrong
i say i know and she says so
i want to panic but ive had it so i go
you dont owe anything to anyone
so dont take your life because it's all that you've got
you'd be better off just up and leaving if you don't think they will stop
and when you wake up everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake in a better place and in a better time
so you're tired of living and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time
flipping though the paper today looking for a specific page
don't want to find her full name followed by dates
because when i left her alone she made a sound like a moan
"you're known by everyone for everything you've done"
fuck buying flowers for graves i'd rather buy you a one way non-stop
to anywhere find anyone do anything
forget and start again, love
she said she won't go and that's that
if hurts too much to stand by you've got to stop and draw a line
and everyone here has to choose a side tonight
the moment of truth is haunting you
don't forget your family no matter regardless of what you choose to do
you can't decide and they're all screaming "why won't you?"
i'll start the engine but i cant take this ride for you
i'll draw the bath and i'll load your gun
but i hope so hard that you bathe and hunt
annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow
annie says "the saddest day i came across was when i learned that life goes on without me"
annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me"
annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me"
annie says she wouldn't mind if they never find a cure for all her problems
annie says as long as she has someone near to make it clear she does not need to solve them
"oh, this lonlieness is killing me it's filling me with anger and resentment
i'm turning into someone that i never thought i'd have to be again"
and even if it was i wouldn't let you go
you could run run run but i will follow close
someday you will say "that's it, that's all"
but i'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall
i know that you think that you're own your own
but just know that i'm here and i'll lead you home
if you let me
she said "forget me"
but i can't
t.kalonky