Oct 21, 2003 16:10
My ear is infected, it seems :/ I poked my eardrum with a q-tip a few days ago.. it was bleeding and such. >>; It still hurts, too.. so I have to go to the doctor and now I'm scared that they're gonna do something to me that'll be hurtful.. !! Omg, what if they amputate my ear?! *worryworry* I'm going in about an hour.. ergh.. scary..
I'm looking for Soul Hunter music right now, as well as Kare Kano (Kareshi Kanojo no Jijou, also known as His and Her Circumstances). The stuff I have so far is good and is sustaining me quite well.
Today my dad was late to pick me up.. which didn't bother me, even though I was waiting for 20 minutes in the extreme heat.. but he was in a rush to pick up my SISTER! And when I took too long to get in the car (Omg, a total of maybe 5 seconds!) I got yelled at >>; Which infuriates me. My dad always favors my sister, maybe because she's ugly and doesn't know it. Whatever.
I saw 'These' at lunch today X3; I didn't say hi though, cause I was too nervous.. ! He sat at our table because he was food-hunting o.o But he was only there for like 5 minutes. Rachel thinks he likes me.. *gets giddy* But he probably doesn't.. !! He said he didn't know, and that might be a nice way of saying "Eww, no!" :/ I'm too paranoid and stuff. Oh well. We weren't doing anything in Journalism today, so I started spacing off.. :
Me: *stares into space*
Ashley: *writes note*
Me: *giggles uncontrolably while covering face*
Ashley: What are you laughing at? O.o
Me: *giggles and shakes head from side to side* NOTHING!
I'm like a little school girl 'er something >>; Ehh.. whatever.
My ear is feeling really wierd now.. ! It hurts and it feels like things do when they're swollen TT; Scary.. I'm scared.. what if I go deaf?! How will I be in marching band?! Ahhck.. *goes off to comment on deviantART* *muttermutter*