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I wonder how long I can keep this up.
I should really be typing this last night, or should I say, this very early morning. But I think I was just too shocked and couldn't think right after what was said.
I don't know how bad the damage is now. One thing for sure though, I'll be the one ignoring him starting Monday. Already, I've got excuse of not turning up today, but on Monday, I'm sure the tension would be even worse.
I really didn't know what happened last night. It went by really fast. Really quick conversation within half an hour and we've managed to piss each other off real bad. I know everything said was really out of the unexpected. None of us knew that it was coming. But it did.
I was already trying really hard not to let the fuse blow. I was trying really hard not to over-react. But one thing I really do hate about you is that you have never once thought about other people's feelings. You have never once thought about the effects that occur due to your actions. You're just simply irresponsible and selfish. You think that the world revolves around just only you. Grow up and learn that life's unfair. Suck it up. I was hurt too.
You told me that you'd just wanted to have more friends, but trust me, with what you have done, I'm sure you'll lose more friends than you trying to make them.
I really didn't want to have what happened last year to have affected out friendship now. I thought we could just be friends once and for all, and not mention or bring up anything from the past. But you had just tested my patience with more from the past and set the fuse to blow. It wasn't really a smart move.
Just so you know, I'm not jealous. Hell no I'm not. I'm not a desperate loser like you. I am just upset at how you could've not foresee what your actions would have done. Can't believe that there's always someone out there to be like this. Why can't they be more sensible.
It's finally it. I really do wonder now what's going to happen even more. It's going to be very awkward and to others as well. Though I really do want to be your friend, but it's not that simple anymore.
Why do I always have to make things so complicated.
I already feel like I've lost a friend. ( I just re-read my previous posts. It's the third option.)
I should really be typing this last night, or should I say, this very early morning. But I think I was just too shocked and couldn't think right after what was said.
I don't know how bad the damage is now. One thing for sure though, I'll be the one ignoring him starting Monday. Already, I've got excuse of not turning up today, but on Monday, I'm sure the tension would be even worse.
I really didn't know what happened last night. It went by really fast. Really quick conversation within half an hour and we've managed to piss each other off real bad. I know everything said was really out of the unexpected. None of us knew that it was coming. But it did.
I was already trying really hard not to let the fuse blow. I was trying really hard not to over-react. But one thing I really do hate about you is that you have never once thought about other people's feelings. You have never once thought about the effects that occur due to your actions. You're just simply irresponsible and selfish. You think that the world revolves around just only you. Grow up and learn that life's unfair. Suck it up. I was hurt too.
You told me that you'd just wanted to have more friends, but trust me, with what you have done, I'm sure you'll lose more friends than you trying to make them.
I really didn't want to have what happened last year to have affected out friendship now. I thought we could just be friends once and for all, and not mention or bring up anything from the past. But you had just tested my patience with more from the past and set the fuse to blow. It wasn't really a smart move.
Just so you know, I'm not jealous. Hell no I'm not. I'm not a desperate loser like you. I am just upset at how you could've not foresee what your actions would have done. Can't believe that there's always someone out there to be like this. Why can't they be more sensible.
It's finally it. I really do wonder now what's going to happen even more. It's going to be very awkward and to others as well. Though I really do want to be your friend, but it's not that simple anymore.
Why do I always have to make things so complicated.
I already feel like I've lost a friend. ( I just re-read my previous posts. It's the third option.)