Title: It was always you
Author: Yukistrawberry (Yuki)
Pairing: YamaChii (Main), AriYama (onesided), YutoChii (Friendship), NakaChiiYama (friendship), Takadaiki (slight)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance
Summary: Yamada has a crush on Arioka, but Arioka belongs to Takaki. Chinen has a crush on Ryosuke, but he's always hurting inside in silent...
-----------Love you imouto chan-----------
It was a peaceful and quiet evening around Tokyo, the summer breeze was nice and everyone was happy. Suddenly, a loud shout was heard at a certain house. Yep you got it. The JUMP house----"CHII!!!!!!!" Sigh, it's Yamada Ryosuke who is screaming for his best buddy, interupting the peaceful opening with his not so pleasant screams.
"Yes Ryo chan?" Our chibi is located in the living room on the sofa with the tall bag lover, reading a fashion magaziene when the house shook with the chubby cheeks screams. Seeing Ryosuke dash in front of him with puppy eyes, the chibi sighed in his heart because his love advising talk is about to begin again. Chinen gave a look at Yuti and the older boy understood, leaving them alone.
"Chii you have to help me!" The older boy started with a begging tone and sniffed while holding on Chinens shirt.
"What now?" Chinen sighed as Yamada sat beside him and told him about what happened between he and Daiki.
Yes, Chinen has a crush on the boy in front of him but the chubby cheeked likes another person named Arioka Daiki. The squirrel, once again held the blood that is about to drip from his heart; he loves the older boy and so, he's willing to help the older boy even though he know very well he'll be hurt. Badly.
"So he's angry because I ate one of his pockey.... What should I do now?! I don't want him to hate me!!" Yamada messed up his hair, not aware of the tear that fell from Chinens eyes. The chibi wiped it up quickly an whacked the older boys head lightly.
"Baka! Just go buy another one for him then~ now go before he'll never forgive you!" Chinen smiled bitterly as Yamadas eyes sparkle. The older boy snapped his fingers and hugged the squirrel.
"Thanks Chii! Love you!!!" Then dashing out to the special pockey shop a few blocks away from their house. As soon as Yamada left, Yuto came in and hugged the chibi.
"No one is here.... Just cry on my shoulder..." Yuto softly stroked the shorter ones head as he heard Chinen sobbed. Chinen held Yutos shirt tight while he bit his bottom lip and cried in pain; tears just don't seem to stop and another stream of blood slowly dripped down from Chinen's filled with scars heart.
"It hurts Yuuti... It's ripping me into millions of pieces..."
"I know Chii... I know....."
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"Chii~~~" Again, Yamada called his best buddy. But in a happy mode this time. He bought a new packet of pockey for Arioka and the penguin greatly accept it. He's about to thank his best buddy when he saw Yuri sleeping in Yuto's embrace. A strange feeling hit his heart, yes, he loved Daiki but he's close to the squirrel too. The older boy walks near to Yuto as his anger builds up.
"Yama chan. We need a talk." Suddenly Yuto layed Chinen on the sofa and turned towards Yamada with a serious face.
"What?"
"Its about Chinen..Why are you always hurting---"
"Yuuti..."
The chibi opened up his eyes and held Yutos hand, shaking his head. Yuto tried to protest when Chii again, shook his head. "No Yuuti." Yuto just sighed as he shook his head.
"So? Continue." Yamada raised his eyebrow as he stared at the taller boy. Yuri tighten on Yutos hand, Yuto said nothing but just stared at the chubby cheeked boy.
"Yuuti... Can you bring me back to my room?" Yuri pulled on Yutos hand and flashed on a soft smile bitterly. Yuto just nod as they walked up the stairs holding hands. Again, another weird feeling attacked Ryosukes chest. He tried ignore the pain and went back up to his room... But the pain never left...
Next morning, the chubby cheeked boy suddenly went to Chinens room and sat on the squirrels bed. Staring at the sleeping squirrel. "Chii..." Ryosuke leaned in and whispered at the chibi's ear, Chinen scratched his ear and woke up.
"Ohayou Yama chan... Why are you here so early?"
"Im planning to confess to Daiki today... I need to practice... Can I?"
Hearing this, Chinens world stopped. He knew this day would come, but he didn't expect his heart will hurt this much.... A big wound is formed as loads of blood gushed out... Yamada took a deep breath before saying the 3 words that will hurt the chibi for a long time. "I love you, Daiki. Please go out with me!.... How was it Chii?"
"I-it's fine.... Just relax a bit more when you confess... Ganbare!" Tears are rolling in Chinens eyes, he really wanted to push Ryosuke out of his room and cry out loud. Yamada thanked Chii again before running out the room filled with excitment, then again. Yuto came into the room, calling Chinen for breakfast when he saw the chibi hugging the pig toy Yamada bought him and shaking.
"Chii... Why are you hurting yourself like this..." Yuto took a couple of tissue and wiped the tears of the squirrel while hugging him tight and stroking his hair. Chinen cried out loud as he cover his eyes with his palms.
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"Daiki...?" Yamada knocked on the door of Daikis bed room and waited, but no one answered. He tried opening the door and found that it wasn't locked. He opened a little and went wide eyed.
He left the room because he saw Takaki on top of Daiki kissing him madly. Ryosuke went straight to Chinen room, and burst in with tears falling. He froze as he saw Yuto wiping Yuris tears, his hands turn into a fist and his anger fired up. The chubby cheeked pulled Yuto away from the chibi and landed a punch on his face. Chinen screamed in panic as he slapped Yamadas cheek, making the boy stop.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"
"Why are you letting him wipe up your tears?!"
"Thats non of your business! Don't just punch someone randomly!! GET OUT!!"
Yuri helped Yuto up as he wiped the blood from Yutos mouth. Ryosuke had that feeling again, but much more fierce this time, it's like ripping up his heart. He saw Yuri glare at him and saying it once more again.
"Get out of my room. Yamada."
Yamada stood in his place. Shocked. Because this was the first time Chii shouted at him and called him Yamada. The chubby cheeked boy ran out and into his room. He threw himself on his bed and cried. His tears are for Chinen, not Daiki. Hearing Chinen call his family name and shouting him to get out, it hurts more than seeing Daiki and Takaki making out. "Why does it hurt million times more...?"
After a while of crying, he understood something he never really paid attention to. He wiped up his tears and went to Yutos room.
"Yuto?"
"Yes Yama chan?"
"Gomen for punching you... Do you mind telling me why Chii was crying?"
"Sure..."
After Yuto explained everything, Yamada stunned in place. He never thought his best friend is hurting so much because of him. Ryosuke thanked Yuto and went straight to Chinens bedroom. "Chii?"
"What are you doing here... I don't want to talk to you."
"Chii....... Please listen to me..."
Yamada approached the squirrel and took the pig toy out of Chinens hands and held it tight. Chinen is obviously shocked, he tried to struggle but Yamada just held it even tighter.
"Ittai! Let go of me Yamada!"
"DONT CALL ME BY MY FAMILY NAME!!!!"
Chinen stopped struggling as he saw tears dropping from the chubby cheeks eyes. Yamada Ryosuke is crying. "Chii... Please call me Ryo chan like you used to... Don't call me Yamada..."
Chinen nodded while he got some tissue and wiped up the older boys tears. Suddenly, the older boy grabbed Yuris wrist and pulled him into a hug.
"Ryo chan??"
"Im sorry... I'm really sorry... How can I always hurt you like this and you never tell me? You liked me desho?"
"H-How did you...?!"
"If you liked me then why do you still give me love advise?! Doesn't it hurt you?!"
Chinen broke the hug and looked at Ryosuke in his eyes and smiled. "Even though it might hurt me, but, as long you are happy. I'm happy also.... So how did the confession go?" Yamada just shook his head and laughed.
"I got rejected before I can even confess, I saw him and Takaki kissing.... But most importantly, I realized my feelings to Daiki is just admiration. And my real feelings, belongs to my best buddy who was always beside me and suffering himself... I love you Chii."
Chinens heart burst with happiness when he his lips being sealed with Ryosukes lips. He slowly closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around the older boys neck. When oxygen is needed, Ryosuke let go of the chibis lips as he hugs the shorter boy in front of him tight.
"I love you too Ryo chan!"
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A/N: Deticated to my beloved imouto Yuuki! Happy 15th birthday!! Gomen for posting this 6 days late from your birthday >.<
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