[ONESHOT] Connected by heart

Sep 18, 2010 08:18

Title: Connected by heart
Genre: drama, romance, shounen-ai, friendship
Pairings: YooSu (main), YunJae (side), DBSK (friendship)
Summary: Yoochun comes home to see his lover and his best friend down. Being the one who was usually "emo", he was at a loss as to what to do... especially when he was suddenly asked... "Chun, do you regret it?"

Connected by Heart

Yoochun parked his car and slowly trudged his way to the apartment he shares with two of his best pals… his soul mate and the one who holds his heart.

His steps were heavy but determined as he reached the door and slowly turned the knob. Their apartment was in total darkness and he squinted to adjust his eyes. He walked around to search for the light switch and turned it on.

The light blasted through the apartment then he placed his jacket on the rack, tossed his bag and car keys on the couch and then plopped next to it.

He massaged his forehead and sighed. It was a very long, tiring day and he wants to just lay on his bed and sleep. He knows though that his mind is too occupied at the moment and to sleep would be really hard for him.

“Chun?”

Yoochun jumped, hand holding his chest as his lover seemed to have suddenly appeared behind him.

“Su… I didn’t hear you coming… schedules done?”

Junsu nodded and sat beside Yoochun who moved his things to make space. The latter placed his lover in a loose embrace…

“Where’s Jae hyung?”

Junsu moved closer to his boyfriend and leaned his head on Yoochun’s chest. He sighed contentedly and Yoochun kissed the top of Junsu’s head,

“In his room... He locked himself in since we heard of the news…”

Yoochun’s forehead creased, worried for his soulmate “Has he eaten anything?”

Junsu nodded and sighed… “Yes. I called YunHo hyung and he forced him to eat something. Sorry Chunnie, I tried to call you first but you were in the middle of shooting and I was desperate.”

Yoochun raised one of Junsu’s hands to his lips and kissed it. “Babo… what are you apologizing for? YunHo hyung was the best person to contact given the circumstances.”

“But Jae hyung probably just missed YunHo hyung and Min more now that he got to talk but not meet with them.”

“Su baby believe me when I say that Jaejoong hyung appreciates what you did for him. We are soul mates remember so I know what I’m saying.”

Yoochun lowered his head and inhaled his lover’s now brown formerly blonde hair. Junsu smelled like heaven and he felt all the tiredness from the shooting and the controversies all melt away.  He felt himself slowly being lulled to sleep when he heard his lover mumble something. He blinked the sleep away from his eyes and tried to concentrate on whatever his boyfriend was saying,

“Sorry babe, I didn’t get what you said.”
Junsu played with Yoochun’s fingers that were wrapped around him and he spoke a little louder, “It’s nothing Chunnie… I was just thinking out loud.”

“No secrets remember babe…”

Junsu shook his head lightly, “but it was not a secret Chun”

“Fine but I still want to hear whatever it is. You know you can share anything with me.”

Junsu stopped playing with Yoochun’s fingers and closed his eyes. Yoochun squeezed his lover’s hand as encouragement and he smiled when he felt him squeeze back.

“Do you regret it?”

Yoochun was surprised by the question and suddenly was at a loss for words…Junsu moved away from the embrace and turned so he can look at his lover’s eyes…

“Chunnie… do you?”

Yoochun can see the uncertainty in his lover’s eyes and he mentally kicked himself for taking time to answer his question. He realized that his lover must have been more affected than he thought he would be. His Junsu was the spirit of JYJ and seeing him broken like this makes Yoochun feel bad.

Yoochun took both of Junsu’s hands and kissed each before holding them on his lap. “Su… I’m not going to lie to you and say that I never thought we shouldn‘t have started this. Especially now that things seemed to have become more complicated but… no, I do not regret it and I don’t think I ever will. We had our reasons and this was not something we did out on a whim. Don’t worry so much, we’ll overcome this… Jae hyung ,Yunho hyung, Minnie , you and me. No matter how difficult it will be, we’ll all be fine… just keep the faith, babe. ”

Junsu nodded and he closed the gap between them to give his boyfriend a passionate kiss, one that Yoochun gladly reciprocated. Su moved back into Yoochun’s waiting arms and cuddled close.

“I can’t help but think that there’s something wrong with this picture.”

Junsu looked up and raised an eyebrow at the now chuckling Yoochun. He didn’t move out of the embrace but the expression on his face showed that he was definitely waiting for an explanation.

“I’m supposed to be the Emo member of DongBangShinKi not Jae hyung and definitely not you. Should I be angry that you are both trying to take my image away?”

“Shut up. We sometimes feel insecure too.”

Yoochun pecked Junsu‘s lips and grinned, “Mian, I was just teasing you…so, can I have my smiling Su back? I’m starting to miss your adorable smile.”

Junsu finally smiled and caressed his lover’s cheek, “thank you Chunnie…”

“No need to thank me, I live in this world to make sure that my beloved Sunnie is always smiling.”

Junsu rolled his eyes at his smiling lover, “grease ball”

Yoochun launched into a full blown laugh and Junsu followed after with his unique laugh…

The couple downstairs did not notice a pair of eyes watching them from a room above. The owner of those beautiful doe eyes smiled and placed the mobile back into his ear.

“Yunnie? Yeah… Chun has already comforted Su, he’s fine now. I’m sorry I made you guys worry. I should have been stronger since I’m older but I just… I understand your situation, its okay. Un. I know… I love you too. Um, can you and Min sneak out and visit? Tell him I’ll cook…I know… I just… I miss you both...”

Outside… a constellation seemed to shine brighter than any other in the night sky. Five stars sparkled and the line that connects each star seems to be more prominent than the usual. The youngest stared at the night sky from the balcony of their dorms, half listening to his YunHo hyung talking with his Jae hyung and half musing at how beautiful Cassiopeia seemed to him that night.

A/N: Aigoo... my first YooSu fanfic and I was only able to do it because of a sad inspiration *sigh* hopefully the next ones would be happier.

yoochun, fanfic, yoosu, fanwork: fanfiction, romance, yunjae, junsu, drama, yukisenshi, dbsk, changmin, yuki

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