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^_^ Happy birthday, Bunta. I hope you are having a good day back there in Japan. I'm sorry for missing it, I'll compensate for it when I back, I promise.
We don't have time for anything here in the tournament. There are a lot of people, a lot of new players who never competed before in the under 18 Circuit, like Sanada and I. We ate in different groups, so we will on'y face each other if we make it to the final. So far we've been winning and I'm sure we will continue to win.
Renji, I miss you already. ^_^
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Am I being selfish, or am I being naive? It's not a big deal, just another tournament. It's not always that I put myself in his shoes, but when I do I understand his frustration. For some one as competitive as him, having me around since we were little must be painful. But I'm not doing this to hurt him, or torture him or humiliate him. It really hurts me when I realise that's how he feels about me sometimes... or is it all the time? I hope not. Having him around gives me strength... he has always been that for me, but he sees me differently when it comes to tennis. I'm a wall he wants to bring down and I know he would crush me if he could.
We don't have time for anything here in the tournament. There are a lot of people, a lot of new players who never competed before in the under 18 Circuit, like Sanada and I. We ate in different groups, so we will on'y face each other if we make it to the final. So far we've been winning and I'm sure we will continue to win.
Renji, I miss you already. ^_^
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Am I being selfish, or am I being naive? It's not a big deal, just another tournament. It's not always that I put myself in his shoes, but when I do I understand his frustration. For some one as competitive as him, having me around since we were little must be painful. But I'm not doing this to hurt him, or torture him or humiliate him. It really hurts me when I realise that's how he feels about me sometimes... or is it all the time? I hope not. Having him around gives me strength... he has always been that for me, but he sees me differently when it comes to tennis. I'm a wall he wants to bring down and I know he would crush me if he could.