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How I feel on the subject.
I think you are far too negative.
Today was our kind of day. It was raining but you were sad. I don't understand.
But on the other side of my mind is....
Minnesota is...
a strange place were people talk funny
a place to find out how your family really functions
a place to stress out about your family liking me
a place to realize everybody still thinks of us as kids
a place to eat cupcakes
I was also thinking about us moving out.
Why do you always feel like destroying my dreams? I wih it weren't that way. I wish it could be you and me (just you and me). Truely I don't think your heart is in this. I mean it goes completely against what you want.
I'm worried that I'm too ambitious about school. I think that I can do a lot more than I really can. I don't think I'll be able to achive everything that I want to. I mean, college is supposed to be a time of growth, but can I really expect so much of myself. I don't think I'm ready to make this big of a commitment. I want to be back in high school. It easier that way. (I'm sure that I'm not serious about that.) I think that I'm finally realizing that growing up is going to happen whether I want it or not.
p.s. I heard about two helicopters colliding today. I'm sorry that people are so news (rating) hungry that they'll do anything to get a story. I'm sorry that two people had to die because of that.
p.s.s. I still love you. I know that for sure.
I think you are far too negative.
Today was our kind of day. It was raining but you were sad. I don't understand.
But on the other side of my mind is....
Minnesota is...
a strange place were people talk funny
a place to find out how your family really functions
a place to stress out about your family liking me
a place to realize everybody still thinks of us as kids
a place to eat cupcakes
I was also thinking about us moving out.
Why do you always feel like destroying my dreams? I wih it weren't that way. I wish it could be you and me (just you and me). Truely I don't think your heart is in this. I mean it goes completely against what you want.
I'm worried that I'm too ambitious about school. I think that I can do a lot more than I really can. I don't think I'll be able to achive everything that I want to. I mean, college is supposed to be a time of growth, but can I really expect so much of myself. I don't think I'm ready to make this big of a commitment. I want to be back in high school. It easier that way. (I'm sure that I'm not serious about that.) I think that I'm finally realizing that growing up is going to happen whether I want it or not.
p.s. I heard about two helicopters colliding today. I'm sorry that people are so news (rating) hungry that they'll do anything to get a story. I'm sorry that two people had to die because of that.
p.s.s. I still love you. I know that for sure.