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Again,
r e g r e s s i o n.
Relationships are a cycle. When I was little I had a new best friend yearly. When I grew older the span between friends seemed to grow longer. I had hoped when I was this age I would be able to keep friends forever, regretfully it does not seem true.
p r o g r e s s i o n
I am leaving. If only for two weeks, it will seem like a thousand years. I am hopeful my status will change with people and stay the same with others. Only time will tell. I'm not particularly sure what I want to achieve here.
i n t e g r a t i o n
It is possible that my friends are suffering from panic. They do not want to grow up and leave highschool. I do. I want to live in a world where I can do what I love and not have to worry about menial job tasks that pay slightly above minimum wage.
a n n i h i l a t i o n
I think if I were to be running the world, and I mean al aspects of it, it would be a much happier place. Sometimes I feel like I have the ultimate insight into what every person on earth wants but I cannot give them that. I can only follow society and be like them. I think my ultimate dream would be to possess the role of God.
if only.....