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Today I woke up and cleaned the kitchen with Dylan. We then went and ate some breakfast at Denny's. We were sat in these rounded half booths and I was inspired to own one in my future home. This elderly couple came in a minute of two after us and sat at a table across from our seats. They were extremely rude to the waitress and I was tempted on a level I've never expirenced before to tell the lady off for her rude comments. I don't think I can stand for the negativity of others when in that kind of public setting I have the right to say how I feel without many reprecussions, however I said nothing. I had no willpower to offend someone. I want to resolve to help others realize their actions and how it effects everyone around them. Then we came home and Dylan began to play world of warcraft and I had a meeting with Choco Taco. A few minutes later it was time for Dylan to leave for work and we kissed. It was wonderful. It was wonderful. I decided to continue to watch more videos on the Kabbalah and I ended up falling asleep after two hours of watching videos. Val came home and we hung out for a while. I cooked Thai Noodles and we watched Fruits Basket. I am very interested in continuing to watch this series. Jeremy came home and ate some of the Thai noodles I made. Val and Jeremy then left and I tried to sign up for Helio but my phone disconnected and they haven't called me back. Now I am sitting here stumbling on the internet. I stumbled upon a journaling website. Dylan should be home soon. I think I want to kiss him. I had been missing his passion but I think he realizes that if he's more gentle and passionate then I'm more willing to be affectionate and loving. I don't like the feeling of agression when related to sex. I'm really looking to expirence the spiritual side of sex, the joining of souls and hearts. I learned from the Kabbalah videos that there are 5 stages of evolution in a human. Each step is a basic desire and once that desire is met than you can move towards the next step. The first 4 are physical desires and the fifth is the desire to want to expirence what is outside of this world, or to know and be more like God. I think I'll write more on this later when I have more time to think about what I learned and I can express how I feel about it on a deeper level than original knowledge.
Tune In Tomorrow For More Of The Adventures of Babaloo!!!