VFSongfic: You're in my arms
Title: You're in my arms
Song: You're in my arms by Jon Mclaughlin
Fandom: Viewfinder
Pairing: AxA & hint of SuohxKirishima
Warning: I'm not a pro.. :D
Summary: Nobody knows what's going to happen... continuation...
Note: Well.... i don't know if its good enough but i'm willing to take chances.. :D
1st part : Don't go away
2nd part:
You're in my arms
Club Sion is full of people like any other night. Rich men and women alike gather around the club to seek luxury and pleasure. And on the office of Club Sion stands the most powerful man in Japan, drinking wine while looking at the streets below. Waiting for a certain someone to show up and as he feel that his lover is drawing near, a little smile formed on his lips signaling that his defenses are gone, but that’s only for a few second.. A knock on the door made him go back to his old self, cold and unfeeling, all within a mask.
"Come in." He says almost cold and with a tone of complete authority. The door opens and closes with a click, sound of footsteps can be heard slightly on the expensive carpet in his office and it stops. The routine sound of footsteps he kept hearing all this years seems kind of irritating to his ears, in which it even can make him slightly flinch sometimes.
Oh what he would do to hear someone walking briskly or more like stomping on his carpet like a little kid.'Hurry up my little kitten...' He chuckles softly to himself and clears his throat to speak, he can't act like that in front of his subordinates, but sometimes Kirishima can be exempted from that.
"What is it?"
"Good evening sir, I’m very sorry to disturb you, but there's a... disturbance downstairs and it seems the one making the racket won't stop until you come down... he's been asking for you." Asami frowns at that and sighs. 'No peace at all...' He sighs again and puts down his wine glass on the table.
"Let's go."
"Yes, Asami-sama"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Down on the streets, Akihito hums softly while walking towards Club Sion, lots of people passing by gave him a weird look, but he doesn't care, he's seriously happy at the moment and it is all thanks to Asami's call awhile ago which made everything even better. Although he would never admit that himself.
At the studio, a beautiful woman poses in front of him, and he presses it, capturing the image in his camera. Just when he was about to tell the crew to take a break, his cell phone rang. ‘Oh good timing’, looking at the screen, it read My Stupid Bastard - :), and his eyes lighted up with a hint of amusement and something else.
Forcing himself not to laugh and make himself look like a crazy guy in front of his coworkers, he finally calls out, "Okay guys fifteen minutes break!" He walks out of the studio into a separate room, he takes a deep breath to calm his excitement then flicks his cell open to answer.
"Yeah, hello?"
"It's me"
"I know, I saw your name on my phone." Akihito chuckles slightly at his own childishness.
”Name? I didn’t know my name has been changed to “stupid bastard” recently.”
“Hahaha… How did you know? Anyway, that doesn’t matter, just stop checking my phone and stop smirking!”
"Hmph... Brat… What are you doing?" The person on the other end can't help but smile and his voice sounds happy although he tries to hide it. And he was easily caught.
"I think you already know.... and what else would I be doing huh? of course I’m working..."
"I know you're working. What I’m asking is why you are still there when the job was supposed to be over already?"
"Yes well, it was supposed to be over... but it turned out different than expected, my hand is still not cooperating with me… Ah! I mean..." ‘Oh shit... I shouldn't have mentioned my arm... damn it… You’re an idiot Akihito!’
"......."
"......." Silence erupted between the two and Akihito tries to break the sudden silence, but Asami beat him to it.
"Does it still hurt? You shouldn't have worked yet."
"It's fine, it doesn't hurt, and it’s just, shaking a bit... ". Those last words sounded a little softer that he wanted.
"I see… I’ll take you to the doctor tomorrow."
"Not again!!"
"Akihito...” Asami says with a little more force, clearly emphasizing that he has no choice making Akihito sigh in defeat, he can never win against his lover.
"F-fine...” Akihito answers while pouting although he isn’t mad at all. And with a satisfied smile Asami replies, “Good"
"............" Akihito didn’t reply and was waiting for the line to be cut off but it never came.
On the other hand Asami hesitatingly asks, "Are you coming?" ‘What am I doing? This is not like me…’
"Hmmm…. Maybeee…" Akihito grins widely.
"Not maybe. Yes."
"Yes boooss." "Alright I’ll see you later."
"Okay okay..."
Another silence... "......"
"Why aren't you hanging up?" Akihito tries to suppress a laugh but fails miserably.
"Want me to get you?"‘Again! Another stupid question coming out of me…’
He’s jaw drops, shocked at the question, but he quickly comes to his senses and says, "Eh? No no... It’s fine." Akihito can't help but blush and he mentally scolds himself for acting like a schoolgirl blushing madly after hearing that he's boyfriend is coming to pick him up. 'Shit...’ he mutters to himself.
"I'll come."
"No." He says with a little bit more maturity. "You're busy aren't you? I'll be fine, I can walk you know! Haha"
"...." Akihito hears a sigh coming from the older man and he opens his mouth to protest but he was cut off suddenly.
"Alright." Confused and a little bit flustered at the sudden calm reply he replies.
"It's not like I’ll jump into trouble the moment the work is over." He chuckles slightly but the other didn't find it amusing at all.
"......."
"Nothing's going to happen to me Ryuu...”
"You never know...”
"....."
"....."
"I'll be very careful... I promise. I'll see you later, okay? And I know whether I like it or not, some huge brute with sunglasses would be following me around anyway..."
"Hmph… Alright."
“Okay…”
Beep... beep... beep...
’You're so silly...’ Akihito placed his hand on his chest, thump thump thump... ‘I'm the silly one... I know he’s just worried but…’ He deeply sighs and talks to his phone unconsciously… "Damn... why are you acting like that now?" Then he remembers all those times when he was taken away and it made him shiver. During those times it was partially his fault jumping into trouble the moment he sees the opportunity like Asami had defined it to him once. And right now with Asami's rivals increasing in number their situation is getting out of hand, ‘Although there's nothing that Asami can't do... He is still right; you never know what's going to happen until it happens...’ "I think I’ll give you some peace of mind for a few days and try not to get into trouble... No dangerous outings for this week. God... I can't believe I’m doing this for you... You must have been really worried after I got shot last week huh? Well, I would be worried too if it was you..... Agh! Dammit no use thinking about it now… I better hurry and you bastard, you better be grateful!!” With a triumphant and relaxed smile he walks out of the room and finishes his job.
As he reaches the club, he saw a long line of people waiting to get inside. He hides his head under his hood and proceeds forward. ‘I can't attract more attention...’ With a grin on his face he walks towards the guard.
"Hey there." Aki tries to suppress his laughter and smiles instead.
"Wait in line kid..." Arms crossed over his chest, the guard gives off a go-away aura.
"It's me."
"Huh?" With a peek, the guard saw him under the hood and he suddenly stood straight up.
"I'm so sorry. Please go right in." the door opens as the guard pushed it aside, slightly unsure of what to do.
"Relax... It's fine." Akihito taps the shoulder of the now nervous guard and enters the club silently laughing... As expected his loyal guards enter the club as well behind him.
The smell of alcohol and luxury hits his senses reminding him of his stupid bastard and making him grin more widely than he intended.
Back in his office, Asami stands in front of his glass window, drinking his wine again and swirling it from time to time. A while ago, he saw his lover walking towards the club and he smirks when he saw Aki look up smiling at his direction. Even though he can't be seen through the window, Akihito knows he is there watching.
He loves that smile; it was the same smile he gets every time they're together. Just like when he was holding him in his arms every night, safe and secured and Aki will be hugging him back with the same intensity. The memories send delicious shivers through his spine.
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
He feels a light kiss on his nose, then on his left eyelid, then the right. Akihito leans again and he smiles while kissing Asami on the lips, just a soft and sweet kiss. Slowly, with Asami lying on his back, he kneels and placed himself on top, straddling Asami’s waist. While balancing himself with his right arm on the bed and the left on Asami's chest, he gives his older lover a deeper kiss this time.
The music playing on for only two
So close together
The sun outside is slowly peering through the windows and the birds are already awake and chirping around. It all made Akihito in a better mood that he decided to be playful and wake his lover up with kisses. Lightly grinning to himself he starts on his task and leans to Asami’s ears to whisper, "Wake up Ryuu..." That morning... it was their first day to be together again for so long... Both of them have been away from home since the shootout... But they finally made it back home... together...
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
Asami feels the tightening of his chest and he takes a sip, the damage was already done after that sudden rush of memories, his mask was gone.
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
Akihito proceeds towards his lover’s office and opens the door without knocking. The sound of carefree footsteps was like melody to the Yakuza's ears and he sighs, content of the feeling. More than content. He doesn't look at the person who just entered fully knowing who it is and he just silently waits.
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
"Ryuu?..." hands started to wrap over his chest from the back, Aki's head settled on his broad shoulders... Making his whole body relax by the mere touch of his dear lover.
"Hmm?"
"You were deep in thought... Busy day?"
"Not really..." He sighs and turns himself to face Akihito, hands caressing his lover's face.
"I'll take that as a yes..." Akihito grins at him and starts massaging Asami's shoulders, making him earn a contented sigh from the older man.
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
Asami pulls him closer into an embrace, and suddenly the memories before flashes again in his mind making him more relaxed and happy...
Akihito rubs soothing circles on his chest and placed a kiss there. Moving upwards, he kisses his neck, his jaw, his cheek, his forehead and lastly on the lips. He licks them at first coaxing it open, and he caught his price as they opens slightly and he dives in with his tongue, making his own self groan at the feeling. These past few days, Asami noticed that Akihito seems to love taking the initiative now. Akihito loves kissing him as much as Asami wants to kiss and devour him whole. One night, Asami had said after an intense make out session, "If I could swallow you whole, I’ll lick every inch of you and devour you starting from your head to your toes."
So close to reaching that famous happy end
When they parted, Akihito leans on Asami's ears and whispers, "I know you're awake so open you're eyes already." He smiles and he feels the movement of Asami's right hand towards his head, pushing him back down towards his lips, and they kiss again although Akihito was a little bit startled at the motion he kisses his lover back. Asami keeps rubbing his torso up and down, making Akihito groan more while kissing.
Almost believing this was not pretend
Seeing that Asami has relaxed, Akihito decides to tease him, "Were you worried?" The question made Asami frown.
"Did something happen?" His voice sounds serious and deadly but Akihito just smiles at him, knowing fully that the anger is not directed at him.
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
"No of course not... Come on just relax... I'm already here aren't I?" He continues to massage Asami's shoulder, and he started to lighten up.
"There are more people trying to take me down, Aki... I think it would be best if you'd.." but his voice was cut short as he was already being devoured by his cute lover and he couldn't stop himself from kissing back. Wanting nothing more than to take his lover's breath away as much as the other wants to.
So far we are so close
"Shut up... just stop... I'll stay... I know you'll protect me... I'll be much safer here..." 'In your arms... I'm much safer…' He holds Asami's body tighter, not willing to let go...
The only reply he got was a deep frown…
Again, the memories before invaded his mind, making him relax once again.
"Are you fully awake now?" Akihito said after the kiss.
"No not yet..." And he attacks, pinning Akihito's body underneath him, earning a yelp from his lover.
"H-hey!" he shouts and tries to push Asami away, failing miserably as he feels something rubbing against his entrance.
"Wake me up more, Aki..." He licks under Akihito's ears and he groans as he feels it burn his back, entering him slowly and Akihito gasps. He wraps his arms around Asami's neck for support and he closes his eyes tight. The pain was not unbearable; it was sweet and relaxing, since Asami is massaging his back while entering him slowly, in and out. Slow and sweet rhythm. And he does what he wants, tangling his legs beneath Asami's broad back, pushing them closer and deeper.
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
"I don't know what I would do... if it happens again."
With their foreheads touching he silently whispers to his lover.
"Then hold me... I’ll let you take a hold of me, as tight as you want." After a light kiss, they parted and Akihito sighs...
"Somehow, you've changed since then..." after muttering this a bit, he uses the back of his hand to slightly caresses the older man's face.
"Hmph... After all these years of being married and living together… A persistent, clumsy and stubborn brat like you can be... influential..."
"I guess I got under your defenses... unlike all of your past lovers huh?" He laughs lightly but he stops after hearing the reply.
"Yes I guess that must be it..." Akihito couldn't believe what he just heard, so he stares at him with wide eyes... ‘What the hell did he just said?’
Gaining his composure back, he quickly retorted, “Yeah yeah… keep teasing me…”
“Well, you are my first real lover after all…” Akihito suddenly looks up, intending to see a smirk on the older man’s face but there’s nothing else that greeted him but a warm stare.
"I… i… W-what’s gotten into you…?” Akihito didn’t want to but he can’t help but feel flustered and it’s clearly shown on his red face. It caused Asami to smile and he holds Akihito’s head face on both of his hands, and leans in close for a kiss but he stops when their lips are slightly touching. Asami is staring straight at him and Akihito understands what Asami wanted. What Asami wanted was for him to be the one to close in their distance. So Akihito holds out his arms to wrap around Asami’s neck and he pushes himself up to kiss Asami.
‘You were slipping away from me that night... I thought I lost you when I heard the gunshot and you fell to the ground right in front of me… I don't want to keep pretending anymore...’
”Ryuu…” Akihito calls out to him when they parted for a bit and they continued kissing.
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
After what seems like hours, which was only for a full 10 minutes, they parted and Akihito who was flustered even more tries to catch his breath while holding on to Asami with their foreheads touching.
‘That's right, you fell to the ground and I... I held in you my arms and there was blood everywhere... and you said that you were glad... so glad… That I was safe... but I thought i died right there...’
"Akihito… Listen…”
“Yeah? What is it?” Asami finally speaks up but Akihito didn’t like the tone of his voice.
“You should've let me take the shot Akihito… you should have never gotten involved! I..."
Akihito couldn't speak and thoughts keeps running throught his head, 'But I wanted to protect you... because I love you...' he wanted to say it out loud but... the look in the man’s eyes is making him speechless. Those eyes he loves so much now looks scared and confused, like nothing he has ever seen before. ‘This must have been the way he looked when I was shot…’
"You should go this time... I won't let you get hurt again... I can't... I don't know if I can stand seeing you that way again... I would be… ". ‘You were shot for real right in front of me… This wasn’t like in Hong Kong, it didn’t just graze you! I…’
Akihito quickly replies, definitely determined no matter what... "Shh... I'll stay..." lips started to move closer to his, and they kiss again. ‘I'm already way into you... I can't leave now.. And I don't want to... I'll surely die... not now... not ever...’
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
"Everything will be fine..." He says after they parted... but Asami's eyes are still glinted with worry...
"What else do you want to happen before you leave?"
"Nothing.... nothing can make me leave..." He smiles that oh so sweet smile and Asami gives up… he can’t win against his lover either… For the first time in his life he openly admits his defeat. He never thought he could ever do it but he just let it go.
"You're so stubborn, brat..."
"Just like you are… Don't push me away... or else you would really kill me... and besides with you saving me in Hong Kong i bet if i leave now, nothing will change..."
With a slight frown and an amused smirk, he holds Akihito in his arms tight and a little bit trembling…
‘Even though I say those things… I really can’t imagine my life without you… even though I’m worried… I don’t… want…. to let you go… I’m sorry Akihito.. but I promise I will never let anything happen to you! Never… Never again…’ With a death like embrace he holds Akihito closer to him, he has poured out a part of himself and he is determined to keep his promise… No matter what happens…
Images started to form again in his mind… and he lets them flow. And it seems as if their minds has connected, Akihito remembers them as well…
"Ah! W-wait.... Mmm... Ha... ah... Stop..." Akihito is almost breathless and he hugs him more to hold on
"Why?" Asami smirks and keeps pounding away, feeling every bit of his lover, inch by agonizing inch he enters again.
"You're.... going to.... be ... ah! Late!!"
"No worries.... I have my priorities... and right now... saying good morning to you is my top priority."
"G-g-good... morn-ing? C-can't y..you just... say...it?"
"No no.... I don't want my kitten to be deprived of sex the whole day..."
"Eh!?.... waa..." Akihito was cut short as Asami pulls all the way out and just violently prods his entrance.
"No.. don't.."
"Don't what?" He kisses Akihito's forehead lightly, making him calm down a bit.
"Just... I.. I... e-n..t-..er me...Ha.. ha.." A little dizzy and mentally out of it, he tries to move Asami to make him enter by wrapping his legs tighter behind Asami, but he just wouldn't budge...
"Hmm? I can't hear you?" With a quick full thrust inside and pulling out just as quickly leaving him empty, Akihito screams at sudden intrusion and tries to catch his breath.
"You're... so... mean... Damn it...."
"Oh? I'm sorry... But it's your entire fault..." A wicked grin can be seen on the older man's face, lust and want evident in his eyes. And something else sparkling deep within them. Something they both shared.
The question made him confused, so he asks… and it sounded a little bit weaker than he intended.. "W-what did I do?"
Asami didn't answer first but instead he enters Akihito gently, sliding everything of him inside. Then he faces Akihito, staring straight into those beautiful eyes he loves so much... he opens his mouth to speak... Somehow unsure but he says it nonetheless…
"You loved me... and you made me love you…"
The rushing memories made Akihito flustered and really happy…while Asami thinks this in the back of his mind, 'if those things doesn't happen anymore, how would i be able to leave my life...? I don't want an empty life anymore...'
But Akihito thinks of something different, ‘Bit by bit I’ll get closer to the real you, Asami and I’ll take in everything from you like you have given me your trust…’ As he thought of this, he lets himself be held by the only man who could ever make his heart beat slower and faster at the same time…
And still so far
‘Oh boy… I bet I’ll get more guards… sigh… oh well… just as long as it keeps his mind at ease I’m willing to take it! Or.... maybe not!!’ He laughs with content and steals a kiss from his bewildered lover.
Another disaster upon the lovers have passed by and they had taken it as a way to move forward towards a 'real' relationship. No more hiding nor pushing each other way... Finally Akihito is in his arms once again... But nobody knows what will happen in the future… could it finally be a happily ever after?
***Hmm... well there you go! hahaha.. i hope it was satisfactory... *deep bow* once again.. i'm not a professional... so forgive me.. hahaha.. comments are highly appreciated.. thank you very much! *hugs you all!
Song: You're in my arms by Jon Mclaughlin
Fandom: Viewfinder
Pairing: AxA & hint of SuohxKirishima
Warning: I'm not a pro.. :D
Summary: Nobody knows what's going to happen... continuation...
Note: Well.... i don't know if its good enough but i'm willing to take chances.. :D
1st part : Don't go away
2nd part:
You're in my arms
Club Sion is full of people like any other night. Rich men and women alike gather around the club to seek luxury and pleasure. And on the office of Club Sion stands the most powerful man in Japan, drinking wine while looking at the streets below. Waiting for a certain someone to show up and as he feel that his lover is drawing near, a little smile formed on his lips signaling that his defenses are gone, but that’s only for a few second.. A knock on the door made him go back to his old self, cold and unfeeling, all within a mask.
"Come in." He says almost cold and with a tone of complete authority. The door opens and closes with a click, sound of footsteps can be heard slightly on the expensive carpet in his office and it stops. The routine sound of footsteps he kept hearing all this years seems kind of irritating to his ears, in which it even can make him slightly flinch sometimes.
Oh what he would do to hear someone walking briskly or more like stomping on his carpet like a little kid.'Hurry up my little kitten...' He chuckles softly to himself and clears his throat to speak, he can't act like that in front of his subordinates, but sometimes Kirishima can be exempted from that.
"What is it?"
"Good evening sir, I’m very sorry to disturb you, but there's a... disturbance downstairs and it seems the one making the racket won't stop until you come down... he's been asking for you." Asami frowns at that and sighs. 'No peace at all...' He sighs again and puts down his wine glass on the table.
"Let's go."
"Yes, Asami-sama"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Down on the streets, Akihito hums softly while walking towards Club Sion, lots of people passing by gave him a weird look, but he doesn't care, he's seriously happy at the moment and it is all thanks to Asami's call awhile ago which made everything even better. Although he would never admit that himself.
At the studio, a beautiful woman poses in front of him, and he presses it, capturing the image in his camera. Just when he was about to tell the crew to take a break, his cell phone rang. ‘Oh good timing’, looking at the screen, it read My Stupid Bastard - :), and his eyes lighted up with a hint of amusement and something else.
Forcing himself not to laugh and make himself look like a crazy guy in front of his coworkers, he finally calls out, "Okay guys fifteen minutes break!" He walks out of the studio into a separate room, he takes a deep breath to calm his excitement then flicks his cell open to answer.
"Yeah, hello?"
"It's me"
"I know, I saw your name on my phone." Akihito chuckles slightly at his own childishness.
”Name? I didn’t know my name has been changed to “stupid bastard” recently.”
“Hahaha… How did you know? Anyway, that doesn’t matter, just stop checking my phone and stop smirking!”
"Hmph... Brat… What are you doing?" The person on the other end can't help but smile and his voice sounds happy although he tries to hide it. And he was easily caught.
"I think you already know.... and what else would I be doing huh? of course I’m working..."
"I know you're working. What I’m asking is why you are still there when the job was supposed to be over already?"
"Yes well, it was supposed to be over... but it turned out different than expected, my hand is still not cooperating with me… Ah! I mean..." ‘Oh shit... I shouldn't have mentioned my arm... damn it… You’re an idiot Akihito!’
"......."
"......." Silence erupted between the two and Akihito tries to break the sudden silence, but Asami beat him to it.
"Does it still hurt? You shouldn't have worked yet."
"It's fine, it doesn't hurt, and it’s just, shaking a bit... ". Those last words sounded a little softer that he wanted.
"I see… I’ll take you to the doctor tomorrow."
"Not again!!"
"Akihito...” Asami says with a little more force, clearly emphasizing that he has no choice making Akihito sigh in defeat, he can never win against his lover.
"F-fine...” Akihito answers while pouting although he isn’t mad at all. And with a satisfied smile Asami replies, “Good"
"............" Akihito didn’t reply and was waiting for the line to be cut off but it never came.
On the other hand Asami hesitatingly asks, "Are you coming?" ‘What am I doing? This is not like me…’
"Hmmm…. Maybeee…" Akihito grins widely.
"Not maybe. Yes."
"Yes boooss." "Alright I’ll see you later."
"Okay okay..."
Another silence... "......"
"Why aren't you hanging up?" Akihito tries to suppress a laugh but fails miserably.
"Want me to get you?"‘Again! Another stupid question coming out of me…’
He’s jaw drops, shocked at the question, but he quickly comes to his senses and says, "Eh? No no... It’s fine." Akihito can't help but blush and he mentally scolds himself for acting like a schoolgirl blushing madly after hearing that he's boyfriend is coming to pick him up. 'Shit...’ he mutters to himself.
"I'll come."
"No." He says with a little bit more maturity. "You're busy aren't you? I'll be fine, I can walk you know! Haha"
"...." Akihito hears a sigh coming from the older man and he opens his mouth to protest but he was cut off suddenly.
"Alright." Confused and a little bit flustered at the sudden calm reply he replies.
"It's not like I’ll jump into trouble the moment the work is over." He chuckles slightly but the other didn't find it amusing at all.
"......."
"Nothing's going to happen to me Ryuu...”
"You never know...”
"....."
"....."
"I'll be very careful... I promise. I'll see you later, okay? And I know whether I like it or not, some huge brute with sunglasses would be following me around anyway..."
"Hmph… Alright."
“Okay…”
Beep... beep... beep...
’You're so silly...’ Akihito placed his hand on his chest, thump thump thump... ‘I'm the silly one... I know he’s just worried but…’ He deeply sighs and talks to his phone unconsciously… "Damn... why are you acting like that now?" Then he remembers all those times when he was taken away and it made him shiver. During those times it was partially his fault jumping into trouble the moment he sees the opportunity like Asami had defined it to him once. And right now with Asami's rivals increasing in number their situation is getting out of hand, ‘Although there's nothing that Asami can't do... He is still right; you never know what's going to happen until it happens...’ "I think I’ll give you some peace of mind for a few days and try not to get into trouble... No dangerous outings for this week. God... I can't believe I’m doing this for you... You must have been really worried after I got shot last week huh? Well, I would be worried too if it was you..... Agh! Dammit no use thinking about it now… I better hurry and you bastard, you better be grateful!!” With a triumphant and relaxed smile he walks out of the room and finishes his job.
As he reaches the club, he saw a long line of people waiting to get inside. He hides his head under his hood and proceeds forward. ‘I can't attract more attention...’ With a grin on his face he walks towards the guard.
"Hey there." Aki tries to suppress his laughter and smiles instead.
"Wait in line kid..." Arms crossed over his chest, the guard gives off a go-away aura.
"It's me."
"Huh?" With a peek, the guard saw him under the hood and he suddenly stood straight up.
"I'm so sorry. Please go right in." the door opens as the guard pushed it aside, slightly unsure of what to do.
"Relax... It's fine." Akihito taps the shoulder of the now nervous guard and enters the club silently laughing... As expected his loyal guards enter the club as well behind him.
The smell of alcohol and luxury hits his senses reminding him of his stupid bastard and making him grin more widely than he intended.
Back in his office, Asami stands in front of his glass window, drinking his wine again and swirling it from time to time. A while ago, he saw his lover walking towards the club and he smirks when he saw Aki look up smiling at his direction. Even though he can't be seen through the window, Akihito knows he is there watching.
He loves that smile; it was the same smile he gets every time they're together. Just like when he was holding him in his arms every night, safe and secured and Aki will be hugging him back with the same intensity. The memories send delicious shivers through his spine.
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
He feels a light kiss on his nose, then on his left eyelid, then the right. Akihito leans again and he smiles while kissing Asami on the lips, just a soft and sweet kiss. Slowly, with Asami lying on his back, he kneels and placed himself on top, straddling Asami’s waist. While balancing himself with his right arm on the bed and the left on Asami's chest, he gives his older lover a deeper kiss this time.
The music playing on for only two
So close together
The sun outside is slowly peering through the windows and the birds are already awake and chirping around. It all made Akihito in a better mood that he decided to be playful and wake his lover up with kisses. Lightly grinning to himself he starts on his task and leans to Asami’s ears to whisper, "Wake up Ryuu..." That morning... it was their first day to be together again for so long... Both of them have been away from home since the shootout... But they finally made it back home... together...
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
Asami feels the tightening of his chest and he takes a sip, the damage was already done after that sudden rush of memories, his mask was gone.
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
Akihito proceeds towards his lover’s office and opens the door without knocking. The sound of carefree footsteps was like melody to the Yakuza's ears and he sighs, content of the feeling. More than content. He doesn't look at the person who just entered fully knowing who it is and he just silently waits.
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
"Ryuu?..." hands started to wrap over his chest from the back, Aki's head settled on his broad shoulders... Making his whole body relax by the mere touch of his dear lover.
"Hmm?"
"You were deep in thought... Busy day?"
"Not really..." He sighs and turns himself to face Akihito, hands caressing his lover's face.
"I'll take that as a yes..." Akihito grins at him and starts massaging Asami's shoulders, making him earn a contented sigh from the older man.
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
Asami pulls him closer into an embrace, and suddenly the memories before flashes again in his mind making him more relaxed and happy...
Akihito rubs soothing circles on his chest and placed a kiss there. Moving upwards, he kisses his neck, his jaw, his cheek, his forehead and lastly on the lips. He licks them at first coaxing it open, and he caught his price as they opens slightly and he dives in with his tongue, making his own self groan at the feeling. These past few days, Asami noticed that Akihito seems to love taking the initiative now. Akihito loves kissing him as much as Asami wants to kiss and devour him whole. One night, Asami had said after an intense make out session, "If I could swallow you whole, I’ll lick every inch of you and devour you starting from your head to your toes."
So close to reaching that famous happy end
When they parted, Akihito leans on Asami's ears and whispers, "I know you're awake so open you're eyes already." He smiles and he feels the movement of Asami's right hand towards his head, pushing him back down towards his lips, and they kiss again although Akihito was a little bit startled at the motion he kisses his lover back. Asami keeps rubbing his torso up and down, making Akihito groan more while kissing.
Almost believing this was not pretend
Seeing that Asami has relaxed, Akihito decides to tease him, "Were you worried?" The question made Asami frown.
"Did something happen?" His voice sounds serious and deadly but Akihito just smiles at him, knowing fully that the anger is not directed at him.
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
"No of course not... Come on just relax... I'm already here aren't I?" He continues to massage Asami's shoulder, and he started to lighten up.
"There are more people trying to take me down, Aki... I think it would be best if you'd.." but his voice was cut short as he was already being devoured by his cute lover and he couldn't stop himself from kissing back. Wanting nothing more than to take his lover's breath away as much as the other wants to.
So far we are so close
"Shut up... just stop... I'll stay... I know you'll protect me... I'll be much safer here..." 'In your arms... I'm much safer…' He holds Asami's body tighter, not willing to let go...
The only reply he got was a deep frown…
Again, the memories before invaded his mind, making him relax once again.
"Are you fully awake now?" Akihito said after the kiss.
"No not yet..." And he attacks, pinning Akihito's body underneath him, earning a yelp from his lover.
"H-hey!" he shouts and tries to push Asami away, failing miserably as he feels something rubbing against his entrance.
"Wake me up more, Aki..." He licks under Akihito's ears and he groans as he feels it burn his back, entering him slowly and Akihito gasps. He wraps his arms around Asami's neck for support and he closes his eyes tight. The pain was not unbearable; it was sweet and relaxing, since Asami is massaging his back while entering him slowly, in and out. Slow and sweet rhythm. And he does what he wants, tangling his legs beneath Asami's broad back, pushing them closer and deeper.
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
"I don't know what I would do... if it happens again."
With their foreheads touching he silently whispers to his lover.
"Then hold me... I’ll let you take a hold of me, as tight as you want." After a light kiss, they parted and Akihito sighs...
"Somehow, you've changed since then..." after muttering this a bit, he uses the back of his hand to slightly caresses the older man's face.
"Hmph... After all these years of being married and living together… A persistent, clumsy and stubborn brat like you can be... influential..."
"I guess I got under your defenses... unlike all of your past lovers huh?" He laughs lightly but he stops after hearing the reply.
"Yes I guess that must be it..." Akihito couldn't believe what he just heard, so he stares at him with wide eyes... ‘What the hell did he just said?’
Gaining his composure back, he quickly retorted, “Yeah yeah… keep teasing me…”
“Well, you are my first real lover after all…” Akihito suddenly looks up, intending to see a smirk on the older man’s face but there’s nothing else that greeted him but a warm stare.
"I… i… W-what’s gotten into you…?” Akihito didn’t want to but he can’t help but feel flustered and it’s clearly shown on his red face. It caused Asami to smile and he holds Akihito’s head face on both of his hands, and leans in close for a kiss but he stops when their lips are slightly touching. Asami is staring straight at him and Akihito understands what Asami wanted. What Asami wanted was for him to be the one to close in their distance. So Akihito holds out his arms to wrap around Asami’s neck and he pushes himself up to kiss Asami.
‘You were slipping away from me that night... I thought I lost you when I heard the gunshot and you fell to the ground right in front of me… I don't want to keep pretending anymore...’
”Ryuu…” Akihito calls out to him when they parted for a bit and they continued kissing.
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
After what seems like hours, which was only for a full 10 minutes, they parted and Akihito who was flustered even more tries to catch his breath while holding on to Asami with their foreheads touching.
‘That's right, you fell to the ground and I... I held in you my arms and there was blood everywhere... and you said that you were glad... so glad… That I was safe... but I thought i died right there...’
"Akihito… Listen…”
“Yeah? What is it?” Asami finally speaks up but Akihito didn’t like the tone of his voice.
“You should've let me take the shot Akihito… you should have never gotten involved! I..."
Akihito couldn't speak and thoughts keeps running throught his head, 'But I wanted to protect you... because I love you...' he wanted to say it out loud but... the look in the man’s eyes is making him speechless. Those eyes he loves so much now looks scared and confused, like nothing he has ever seen before. ‘This must have been the way he looked when I was shot…’
"You should go this time... I won't let you get hurt again... I can't... I don't know if I can stand seeing you that way again... I would be… ". ‘You were shot for real right in front of me… This wasn’t like in Hong Kong, it didn’t just graze you! I…’
Akihito quickly replies, definitely determined no matter what... "Shh... I'll stay..." lips started to move closer to his, and they kiss again. ‘I'm already way into you... I can't leave now.. And I don't want to... I'll surely die... not now... not ever...’
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
"Everything will be fine..." He says after they parted... but Asami's eyes are still glinted with worry...
"What else do you want to happen before you leave?"
"Nothing.... nothing can make me leave..." He smiles that oh so sweet smile and Asami gives up… he can’t win against his lover either… For the first time in his life he openly admits his defeat. He never thought he could ever do it but he just let it go.
"You're so stubborn, brat..."
"Just like you are… Don't push me away... or else you would really kill me... and besides with you saving me in Hong Kong i bet if i leave now, nothing will change..."
With a slight frown and an amused smirk, he holds Akihito in his arms tight and a little bit trembling…
‘Even though I say those things… I really can’t imagine my life without you… even though I’m worried… I don’t… want…. to let you go… I’m sorry Akihito.. but I promise I will never let anything happen to you! Never… Never again…’ With a death like embrace he holds Akihito closer to him, he has poured out a part of himself and he is determined to keep his promise… No matter what happens…
Images started to form again in his mind… and he lets them flow. And it seems as if their minds has connected, Akihito remembers them as well…
"Ah! W-wait.... Mmm... Ha... ah... Stop..." Akihito is almost breathless and he hugs him more to hold on
"Why?" Asami smirks and keeps pounding away, feeling every bit of his lover, inch by agonizing inch he enters again.
"You're.... going to.... be ... ah! Late!!"
"No worries.... I have my priorities... and right now... saying good morning to you is my top priority."
"G-g-good... morn-ing? C-can't y..you just... say...it?"
"No no.... I don't want my kitten to be deprived of sex the whole day..."
"Eh!?.... waa..." Akihito was cut short as Asami pulls all the way out and just violently prods his entrance.
"No.. don't.."
"Don't what?" He kisses Akihito's forehead lightly, making him calm down a bit.
"Just... I.. I... e-n..t-..er me...Ha.. ha.." A little dizzy and mentally out of it, he tries to move Asami to make him enter by wrapping his legs tighter behind Asami, but he just wouldn't budge...
"Hmm? I can't hear you?" With a quick full thrust inside and pulling out just as quickly leaving him empty, Akihito screams at sudden intrusion and tries to catch his breath.
"You're... so... mean... Damn it...."
"Oh? I'm sorry... But it's your entire fault..." A wicked grin can be seen on the older man's face, lust and want evident in his eyes. And something else sparkling deep within them. Something they both shared.
The question made him confused, so he asks… and it sounded a little bit weaker than he intended.. "W-what did I do?"
Asami didn't answer first but instead he enters Akihito gently, sliding everything of him inside. Then he faces Akihito, staring straight into those beautiful eyes he loves so much... he opens his mouth to speak... Somehow unsure but he says it nonetheless…
"You loved me... and you made me love you…"
The rushing memories made Akihito flustered and really happy…while Asami thinks this in the back of his mind, 'if those things doesn't happen anymore, how would i be able to leave my life...? I don't want an empty life anymore...'
But Akihito thinks of something different, ‘Bit by bit I’ll get closer to the real you, Asami and I’ll take in everything from you like you have given me your trust…’ As he thought of this, he lets himself be held by the only man who could ever make his heart beat slower and faster at the same time…
And still so far
‘Oh boy… I bet I’ll get more guards… sigh… oh well… just as long as it keeps his mind at ease I’m willing to take it! Or.... maybe not!!’ He laughs with content and steals a kiss from his bewildered lover.
Another disaster upon the lovers have passed by and they had taken it as a way to move forward towards a 'real' relationship. No more hiding nor pushing each other way... Finally Akihito is in his arms once again... But nobody knows what will happen in the future… could it finally be a happily ever after?
***Hmm... well there you go! hahaha.. i hope it was satisfactory... *deep bow* once again.. i'm not a professional... so forgive me.. hahaha.. comments are highly appreciated.. thank you very much! *hugs you all!