Eternally Yours - Chapter 6
RyOkura (side NishiKato and TegOkura)
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Multichapter!
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Okura left the hotel where they all worked years ago, claiming that their newest vampire, Abigail, was destroying their lifestyle. Ryo feels broken at him leaving and after a while decides its time to find Okura again. But years tick by and Okura is no where to be found. Ryo is close to giving up until he finds a clue. Will Ryo be able to find him again?
Notes: Unbeted, FINALLY got this chapter finished!! No idea how Tegoshi turned out like this... but things are moving forwards (and sorry Shonae for treating Shige like this, but it just... happened)
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Things passed in a blur for a few days, Ryo slowly desensitising himself in Shige’s apartment. The other never threw him out, and somehow he had no intention of leaving. What was left for him after all?
During the day Shige would be at university, and during the night, he would be out working. That left just a few hours between work and study for Ryo to actually socialise with the other.
But slowly things were getting worse, and Shige was noticing. As the days slipped by, Ryo could feel the weakness tugging at his limbs, his hunger causing his body to crave sweet relieve from it all. No matter how much Shige attempted to make him eat, it would do no good.
After all Ryo needed blood, and he had lost his lust for it all.
Shige glanced at him, worry evident in his eyes, Ryo had barely moved for days and every day refused any food that would be put in front of him. Shige frowned, what had Okura done to make him break this much? It was stupid he thought, and as the days slipped passed he knew he had to do something, and he was unsure if it was the most logical choice.
“You’re thinking about him again” The sweet voice interrupted his thoughts. He blinked rapidly, clearing his mind, hoping that he could pretend that he wasn’t thinking anything in the first place, “You aren’t allowed to think of him” The intoxicating voice whispered again. Okura groaned, wanting to bury his head down in his knees, how did he end up like this? It was all fine until …
The sound registered in his ears before the pain registered in his cheek. His hand rose to the burning sensation as he slowly turned his eyes back towards large puppy-like eyes that stared down at him. Deep down he hated it, he hated that innocent look the other would aim at everyone, no one knew about the real horror that lay behind them.
“I’m sorry Tego, I was surprised when he turned up” Another slap sent Okura’s head in the other direction. Tegoshi was surprisingly strong for his small build.
“Sorry doesn’t cut it, you said that you had nothing left here. You’re mine remember, or do I need to remind you?” Tegoshi leant down right into Okura’s private space, reaching for the necklace that hung around his neck. Okura tried to move back from Tegoshi, he knew the consequences when Tegoshi reached for that necklace, and like a dog that had been beaten, Okura was ready to bow his head in fear.
After all, he couldn’t fight someone like Tegoshi.
Tegoshi grinned at Okura’s sudden wide-eyed look. He loved feeling power over Okura; he loved to feel such power over a vampire. Despite how forbidden it was to him. He pushed Okura down, ripping at his trousers, the pendant in his hand causing Okura to freeze. Just one touch to the skin of a vampire and it would burn, Okura would scream and he wouldn’t heal. He could still see the light scars from disciplining him when they first met. Okura, after all, had been too beautiful to kill, but now another vampire has turned up, one that Okura had known before, one that could take Okura away from him. Tegoshi growled at the thought, he couldn’t be blamed if he was a little rough tonight, Okura could handle it, and his friend brought it all on. Okura would just have to blame him.
Shige carefully packed Ryo’s left over food into the fridge… that makes 3 days now without eating. Shige stared at him, it was time to do something drastic, and he was slowly readying himself for the consequences. He couldn’t watch Ryo be like this anymore. Slowly he moved over to the other, sitting in front of him carefully.
“Nishikido…?” Shige tried, but Ryo didn’t move, didn’t blink. Shige sighed to himself; Ryo almost seemed to be turning into a doll.
“Ryo?” Shige tried, and Ryo blinked, unfocused eyes slowly coming to meet Shige’s. “Ryo, you have to snap out of this” Ryo blinked at him again, but didn’t seem to be listening to Shige; slowly he made to turn to stare out the window again. But Shige grabbed his face, forcing Ryo to look at him straight in the eyes.
“For fucks sake Ryo, just forget about him, it’s time for you to move on” Unlike the soft kiss Shige gave him last time, this one was hard, rough and forceful. Ryo moved to push Shige away, but slowly his senses were waking up and the feel of Shige’s lips on his caught him in a brief moment of intoxication. He gasped, wanting to say something, but Shige’s tongue had found itself into his mouth, Ryo wasn’t too sure what he wanted anymore, and gently threaded his hands into Shige’s hair. Allowing Shige to push him backwards, falling onto the futon.
Ryo’s mind blurred as he felt Shige nip at his lips and grind his hips down. Ryo’s eyes flickered open, completely focused on Shige, and when Shige slowly opened his eyes, he froze from the intensity of Ryo’s eyes.
Ryo’s intoxicating, lust filled eyes.
Without a question as to why, Shige dived back down. He wasn’t usually this aggressive, but the image of Ryo’s eyes burned into him, almost controlling him. He had to do this, and he wanted to do this. His hands quickly found their way under Ryo’s shirt, pulling the fabric off of him, and soon stripping himself.
Ryo ran his fingers through Shige’s hair, encouraging the other to keep going. Somewhere he knew that he should stop this, he shouldn’t let Shige continue on like this, but when Shige was slowly sinking down on him, his thoughts became muted. He stared up at Shige who seemed to be losing himself while riding him; he looked beautiful, exquisite and delicious.
Carnal desire took over as he flipped them over, Shige’s moans growing louder as he started pounded into him harder. He could hear the whimpering, the rapid beating heart and the rush of blood right below his nose.
Ryo wanted to pull back, he was too hungry to be doing something like this, but his instincts kept him going, and when Shige looked at him through half lidded eyes before throwing his head back, exposing his neck, Ryo went wild.
Okura tried to move slowly and carefully, he slowly slipped out from under Tegoshi’s arm. He hurt, Tegoshi had been rather rough today, and Okura shivered just thinking about it. He had to get out, now that he knew that Ryo was out there still looking for him, it was his chance to break free. Tegoshi would control him no longer. He steeled himself and carefully took the necklace which Tegoshi held in his hands. With this he could break free.
He carefully pulled on some clothes, and took only what he needed. He didn’t even turn back to say goodbye, Tegoshi would just have to wake up in an empty bed and feel the pain which Okura felt every time he woke up with Tegoshi instead of Ryo.
Shige’s screams of pain and panic echoed in Ryo’s ears. Slowly he pulled back, staring in horror at the horrible bite mark on Shige’s neck and the fear in his eyes. He could taste the sweetness of the blood slipping down his throat. It was delicious, beyond that what he had expected. Shige seemed to have frozen in fear, tears slowly dripping out of his eyes. Ryo reached over, grabbing his shirt, and pressing it to the bite mark. He was so hungry, how did he even manage to pull away before even draining a lot.
“It’s not serious, and you won’t turn from such a small bite”
“Wha… what are yo… you?” Shige’s voice shook as he spoke, Ryo could sense the pain in it, and it hurt him to think that he sunk his fangs into Shige.
The Shige who had been there for him, who’d looked after him. He slowly pulled out, realising in that moment that they had both come. Perhaps Shige had enjoyed it until he realised what was happening. Ryo simply fell into blood lust.
And he felt guilty.
“Forget about this” Ryo turned his eyes on Shige, full of intensity and brimming with the influence he knew they held; “forget about me” Ryo felt like crying again. They could have been so much, but he knew that they never will be. Even in a moment of blind lust, Ryo’s heart belonged to Okura. He stood, quietly dressing while Shige stared at nothing on the futon.
“Goodbye Shige, thank you… for everything”
Shige blinked, unsure what he was doing staring at the ceiling. His heart hurt, and he felt like something important had just left him. But he couldn’t remember anything or anyone that had ever meant that much to him. He sat up slowly, an insistent knocking on his door forcing him to lethargically move and answer it.
“Shige, you ok? I heard screaming” His neighbour’s voice filtered through the door. Shige felt weak as he slowly pulled the door open.
“Kei…?” He stared at his friends eyes as they wandered down his body, carefully he glanced down and immediately regretted it, he was totally naked, and started feeling faint at the trail of drying blood that was dripping down from his neck.
“Oh my god, Shige what happened? I’m calling an ambulance, you should sit down” Koyama quickly flicked his phone open, dialling and talking in frantic tones. Shige pulled his hand away from his neck, for the first time registering that he was holding it there. He stared at the T-shirt in his hand… This wasn’t his, who did it belong to?
Koyama soon returned, fussing around Shige, getting him dressed and carrying him downstairs as the world seemed to fade out a little. Koyama’s back was nice and warm, he thought as he rested his head down and let himself succumb to the darkness and the dreams of a dark-eyed stranger they brought