Sep 02, 2001 19:35
Once again I write to this, so others can know my pain. Where my soul is happy, lighted, and free, but my heart is darkened and full of pain. I once wrote about my smile, that hides me from the world, and as it does the cheerfulness on my face, is all they see there. With a troubled and heavy heart, full of loneliness and regret. Full of things that could had been, full of things that I can't forget. The horror of shouts, the cries of pain, my nights are haunted and my nightmares reign. Well now I close this entry with a sad little quote, "my dreams still haunt me even after I awoke."