My reflection - chapter 27, Ruki/Kai, Reita/Uruha

[yukigafuru]

Author: yukigafuru
Title: My reflection
Chapters:28/?
Pairing: Ruki/Kai, Uruha/Reita, Aoi/OC, Aoi/Sakito
Warnings: lots of angst, manxman love
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I am not connected to the real persons. This is just a figment of my imagination and I don't make any money nor profit in any way out of this (well, except gathering

Comments

[fairydrop]

I didn't want to offend you with my opinion about Miyuki. I didn't (and still don't) understand her because of myself... because I'm able to retreat, to give up on feelings even if there is hope because in the end it comes out in the negative with all the suffering (not just mine but the others' involved

[yukigafuru]

Of course you didn't. I love you. And it's a good thing that my readers maintain their own opinions. I just figured that it would help everyone understand my point of view (and well, maybe know a little bit about me). I really am like her in many aspects. Even though my head tells me one thing, in the end I can't follow it and most of the times, even taking the rational way out leaves me with heartache.
And I think that a solution like that would never seem reasonable for a normal Japanese, and that is one of the reasons why, in my opinion, I made her such a strong character, you'll see in the next one.
Trust me, telling me your honest feelings and opinions will never hurt me or upset me. You're a very precious friend after all.
Big hugs

[fairydrop]

Did you heard that loud thud? That was the sound of the weight off my shoulders... XD

Sorry, I know I'm stupid. I'm always trying to defend my opinion and that's the exact time I used to hurt people. Normally I accept everything without hesitattion but I remember that when I was reading that part about Miyuki's thoughts I was a little bit emotional... and as you see, that happens when I become emotional. Better stay practical, won't I?

[yukigafuru]

You are definitely not stupid and you are a very sweet girl. I'm like that too, I like that everyone shares my opinion and at the same time, when writing is concerned, I like new perspectives.
I mean really, hun, what kind of a friend would I be if I'd get mad over sth like this? And what's all this with practicality? over rated
feel free to be as emotional or honest you want
I promise to get over it *-*

[nyappyychan]

I loved it <3
I feel for Miyuki, still I'm such a yaoi fan that I'm rooting for Sakito XD
Well I'm sure you're going to think of a good way to solve everything.
The part with Ruki and Kai painting was so cute.
I laughed at the thing Ruki wrote on Kai's shirt XD
I would like e shirt like that XD <3
Awesome job, can't wait for the next chapter *___*
Big hugs~

[yukigafuru]

I know. And I'd like it even more if he'd also take the shirt off. blushes
big yaoi fan too after all
You won7t be waiting long, just around the couner.
Hugs

[yukigafuru]

Thank you. I know I kept you waiting.
I'm glad you did though
Hugs

[gebieterin]

been following this story silently, but just wanted to let you know that I like your "rambling" as much as this well though through story. If not more ^^

[yukigafuru]

Thank you
Well, my rambling can get very long. I'm one of those people who seem to be able to ramble whenever and wherever.
It would be nice to hear from you again
Bai bai

[luna_no_koibito]

So my dear "Falling snow" let's reason this out, shall we? (^__

[yukigafuru]

I love long comments, you should never be sorry about it. And unfortunately for the story and for her, Aoi isn't exactly the strongest character in this fic. Sure, he has some pretty bad things happening to him but... I guess that's the reason he couldn't fall in love with a woman before (and somewhere he realizes it too I guess)is that he doesn't feel strong enough to be the one to make the decisions.
that doesn't mean he's weak, though
Hope you see what I mean
As to how it will turn out, no spoilers.
Love