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ARGHH. Fuckin 3rd attempt at doing my english personal study prelim and the bitch fails me again. How much more PAIN do i have to go through to at least scrape a pass? I honestly think that i'm one of the hardest workers in that class. I know my fucking poem off by heart and know every fucking comma from every fucking metaphor!! ¬__¬'
Oh, and i dropped shit RE too. The teacher actually recommended me to do it saying "I fear that by getting too much into this subject your other subjects with suffer"...too damn rigth they'll suffer, i never knew there was a whole textbook on one fucking paragraph of the bible! I think i've got about 6 RE textbooks that are like 200 pages long and thats only half of them for the course. Fuck that, i dropped it straight away!
Well *cough* thats not vey important! What is important is that i'm finally free from work, handed in my letter of leave and now i can watch Shipwrecked repeats every Saturday morning! yay! n__n'
Sooo much bitching at school. I was frantically running from group to group in the lockers learning about who fucking hates who, and who wants to scratch whos eyes out. Oh what fun. I'm just glad i'm never in the middle of it! I actually feel kinda bad for one of my friends (NAME SHALL NOT BE MENTIONED!)...shes always getting bitched about, i think its becuase people are jealous of her. Shes smart, good-looking, and has a great future ahead of her, and everyone picks on her and backstabs the poor girl. I think i'm one of the only people who dont bitch about her, and i keep telling her, but i have a horrible feeling that she doesnt believe me!!
Got scuba diving tomorrow night. CANT BE ARSED! Hate the whole lateness of it, i only get home at like 11pm. Why does it have to be so late? Half the time is spent cleaning the equipment and we get like no time in the actual pool, sucks! -__-;
Just so grateful i've got this weekend off and i'm away to my cousins to relax and google at the tv screen for hours without being disturbed! But...then its back to the mill and slaving away at bloody school. If i dont pass my exams this year i actually think the only way out for me if death. I REFUSE to go to that skanky college in town, where all the NEDs and dirty kids go (and not to mention the boy who was thrown out of my school for touching up a little girl...and i sat beside him in History, UGH!). My mum wants me to do plumbing there. By heck will i PLUMB! I couldnt turn a tap on for
shit, so theres no way i'm fucking connecting pipes to each other for shit money.
By god...i would just love for something good to come along right now and take me away from all of this! All i've ever known is school...school...and more school. And if i pass my exams or fail them i've got more schooling to face.
Found out that i'm not on the guest list for the upcoming party. Apparently like the whole of my year isnt allowed to go, and theres only a select few who are! Fuck him, i'll have my own party, and we'll go round there and brick his car in, jerk!
Ahh fuck, dinner is ready. Byeeee!!! ^__^v
Oh, and i dropped shit RE too. The teacher actually recommended me to do it saying "I fear that by getting too much into this subject your other subjects with suffer"...too damn rigth they'll suffer, i never knew there was a whole textbook on one fucking paragraph of the bible! I think i've got about 6 RE textbooks that are like 200 pages long and thats only half of them for the course. Fuck that, i dropped it straight away!
Well *cough* thats not vey important! What is important is that i'm finally free from work, handed in my letter of leave and now i can watch Shipwrecked repeats every Saturday morning! yay! n__n'
Sooo much bitching at school. I was frantically running from group to group in the lockers learning about who fucking hates who, and who wants to scratch whos eyes out. Oh what fun. I'm just glad i'm never in the middle of it! I actually feel kinda bad for one of my friends (NAME SHALL NOT BE MENTIONED!)...shes always getting bitched about, i think its becuase people are jealous of her. Shes smart, good-looking, and has a great future ahead of her, and everyone picks on her and backstabs the poor girl. I think i'm one of the only people who dont bitch about her, and i keep telling her, but i have a horrible feeling that she doesnt believe me!!
Got scuba diving tomorrow night. CANT BE ARSED! Hate the whole lateness of it, i only get home at like 11pm. Why does it have to be so late? Half the time is spent cleaning the equipment and we get like no time in the actual pool, sucks! -__-;
Just so grateful i've got this weekend off and i'm away to my cousins to relax and google at the tv screen for hours without being disturbed! But...then its back to the mill and slaving away at bloody school. If i dont pass my exams this year i actually think the only way out for me if death. I REFUSE to go to that skanky college in town, where all the NEDs and dirty kids go (and not to mention the boy who was thrown out of my school for touching up a little girl...and i sat beside him in History, UGH!). My mum wants me to do plumbing there. By heck will i PLUMB! I couldnt turn a tap on for
shit, so theres no way i'm fucking connecting pipes to each other for shit money.
By god...i would just love for something good to come along right now and take me away from all of this! All i've ever known is school...school...and more school. And if i pass my exams or fail them i've got more schooling to face.
Found out that i'm not on the guest list for the upcoming party. Apparently like the whole of my year isnt allowed to go, and theres only a select few who are! Fuck him, i'll have my own party, and we'll go round there and brick his car in, jerk!
Ahh fuck, dinner is ready. Byeeee!!! ^__^v