Oct 13, 2010 15:17
I needed you to love me
I wanned to be
The only person in your eyes
I need to breath you
I need to be with you
I can't stand alone
I can't be strong
I belong to you
I will be your love
I am the one for you
I am. . .
''No, no, no. NO!
This is not right. How come?. . How come did you leave me. . . HOW DARE YOU! . . ''
Aoi throw his guitare across his apartment. It did'nt broke. He let himself on the floor cries. . .
No strength. He's got no strength left. Now, how the heck he's gonna make to the studio tommorow.
If he sees him again once more, he will crack.
'' I can't Kouyou, I can't, I can't, I can't, handle anything without you. Baby please, I am the one for you.''
The doorknob is slowy turning, someone comes inside. The door closes.
''Aoi, it's me. . . Reita.''
Aoi rises from the floor and goes to him. '' Where is. . . is he?''
Reita touches Aoi arm softly while looking away, there is some tears comming out of his eyes.
''Don't know. . . He won't awnser.''
For a second, Aoi stop breathing, thinking what the hell Uruha have done again. Again this time.
Reita stayed for the night to keep an eye on him. Aoi totally ignoring him. They only drink tea. Handmade tea from his mother. When Aoi felt asleep, Reita called Kai so he could bring breakfeast in a few hours, knowing that he totally sucked at making food. He tried again to reach that silly motherfucker Kouyou. But he won't answer. Reita heard a weird sound in the restroom. The window was open, but there was no wind. He called the cell phone of Uruha again and heard the ringtone of his cell phone. He open the restroom window wider and sees Uruha sitting on the ground with tones of cigarettes around him and his cellphone beside him. He didn't looked ok - Like normal- He looked half dead, but he could'nt see his face. His hair looked dirty and it wasn't his natural hair colour. It was very blond.
''Kouyou! . . Were you there all the time'' He says no with his head. ''Well, you're OK? no?''
''G. . . go. . . aw. . .way. . .'' he wispers like he couldn't breath. Reita go out of the rest room and came face to face with Aoi. ''Is he here? is he here?'' '' Yeah, outside''
Aoi run outside and finds kouyou in the backward. He was blond, Not half-half anymore, but Aoi didn't care. He lift Kouyou head and it wasn't Kouyou.
Not the same lips.
Not the same nose.
Not the same eyes.
Noting was the the same. There're was no face. No nothing. Really nothing. Just a peace of skin that all.
But same clothes, shoes, bracelets, arms, strong hands, nailpolish, ears.
''What is that? Wh. . . what is that?!?'' Aoi step back away from who ever that person is. He cover is face with is hands and feel someone surrounding him. He scream of fear. Fear only.
And loses conscience.
Take me, I won't bit
Look at me, I won't run
Love me, I won't fight
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uruha,
love,
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aoi,
yaoi,
reita