듣기 싫은 말
Title: 듣기 싫은 말
Pairing: Qmi, past/broken!WonMi
Rating: PG
Length: Oneshot
Genre: Angst
Summary: Zhou Mi loves GuiXian, he knows that. They both know that. GuiXian loves Zhou Mi and he knows that. That means they'll end up together, right?
"I don't know what I want Mi...That's the problem. But I do know you're not the cause of it." the words were spoken softly, almost delicately.
My frowned, getting a sense that maybe GuiXian was talking about his past problems he had with hsi dad regarding his sexuality. Mi knew how difficult it was to get over the fact that one of your family memebrs would suddenly be forever disappointed in you. And just how much it hurt.
So Zhou Mi did, perhaps the only thing he could do in a moment like this, offer support. With a soft smile o his lips he approached GuiXian, wrapping his arms around the younger one whispering words of encouragement. He figured he had to wait, wait until GuiXian got the courage, the same one he had to muster up himself all those years ago, to go against what his family had already planned for him, Zhou Mi hoped GuiXian wouldn't betray him like how Siwon did.
The older had given up into fear and chose he would rather live in unhappiness if it meant he wouldn't be causing his parents any embarrassment or let down. But GuiXian was younger, more vulnerable, maybe even more innocent.... and that worried Zhou Mi.
It worried Zhou Mi for the simple fact that he wasn't sure he could handle going through the heartache for a second time
...and he didn't.
A/N: Open interpretation on the ending there, either happy!Qmi or suicidal!Qmi i personally was thinking of an happy ending, but upon re-reading I thought that maybe ppl might have different interpretations
It's called 듣기 싫은 말 because that's what I was listening to at 5am in the morning while I typed this into my cellphone instead of getting sleep about.. two days ago I believe. Luckily for me. The title means The Words I Don't Want to Hear, so it kind of fits. Yay!
Pairing: Qmi, past/broken!WonMi
Rating: PG
Length: Oneshot
Genre: Angst
Summary: Zhou Mi loves GuiXian, he knows that. They both know that. GuiXian loves Zhou Mi and he knows that. That means they'll end up together, right?
"I don't know what I want Mi...That's the problem. But I do know you're not the cause of it." the words were spoken softly, almost delicately.
My frowned, getting a sense that maybe GuiXian was talking about his past problems he had with hsi dad regarding his sexuality. Mi knew how difficult it was to get over the fact that one of your family memebrs would suddenly be forever disappointed in you. And just how much it hurt.
So Zhou Mi did, perhaps the only thing he could do in a moment like this, offer support. With a soft smile o his lips he approached GuiXian, wrapping his arms around the younger one whispering words of encouragement. He figured he had to wait, wait until GuiXian got the courage, the same one he had to muster up himself all those years ago, to go against what his family had already planned for him, Zhou Mi hoped GuiXian wouldn't betray him like how Siwon did.
The older had given up into fear and chose he would rather live in unhappiness if it meant he wouldn't be causing his parents any embarrassment or let down. But GuiXian was younger, more vulnerable, maybe even more innocent.... and that worried Zhou Mi.
It worried Zhou Mi for the simple fact that he wasn't sure he could handle going through the heartache for a second time
...and he didn't.
A/N: Open interpretation on the ending there, either happy!Qmi or suicidal!Qmi i personally was thinking of an happy ending, but upon re-reading I thought that maybe ppl might have different interpretations
It's called 듣기 싫은 말 because that's what I was listening to at 5am in the morning while I typed this into my cellphone instead of getting sleep about.. two days ago I believe. Luckily for me. The title means The Words I Don't Want to Hear, so it kind of fits. Yay!