Hey! Don't bring me down. (KangTeukHae)
Title: Hey! Don't Bring Me Down II (DonghaeXKanginXLeeteuk)
Pairing: KangTeukHae don't wanna say much. It'll spoil the story ninja!HaeHyuk/EunHae
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Kangin hasn't even tried to control his addiction to late night partying and drinking. Missing schedules, getting home at late night of the hours disrupting other members sleep. Making members worry sick for his return. It's getting quite annoying. Will someone be able to stop him or stand up to him while he's drunk before he messes up the relationship he has with his friends and lovers? Will it be too late?
Genre: Angst, Drama
Side Note: the summary sucks. I'm so sorry.
It was two in the morning, Donghae was trying to fall asleep after a rather long day of working. Shooting for CF's, recording, TV show's,etc. He'd been staring at the ceiling for a little while now trying to successfully catch his much needed slumber and he was succeeding, he was in that state that you felt as if were laying on a bed of clouds...eyes drifting close....breathing lightly....all serene....
Clunk
Swish
Slam!
...
Clunk
Clunk
*Glass Shatter*
Donghae's senses immediately heightened, and he couldn't help but sigh. He looked like he wouldn't be getting that "much needed sleep" he so longingly craved for.
Which made him annoyed... Yet another night of annoying clatter causing him to lose sleep!...Again!!
This, Donghae thought, was the last straw. He grumbled his hyungs name under his breath and got up to go to the kitchen to find him. It was dark, so he couldn't really see anything. Not that it mattered 'cause he already knew where everything was by memory. As he was walking however, his steps were halted when he felt like he stepped on something.... crunchy. He looked down and was greeted with a broken vase on the floor, flowers scattered everywhere.
Good thing I was wearing my slippers he thought, but he started frowning...he liked that vase and had happy memories from it.
Ryeowook and him had picked it out one summer in the attempt to make the house a little bit livelier. His line of thought was broken by the sound of someone puking. He grimaced at the horrible noise and quickly walked towards the brimming light in the direction of the bathroom.
Kangin had flushed the toilet after puking. Although gross, he had to admit he felt a heck of a lot better. Struggling to get out of the bathroom, he stumbled then tripped over something, presumably with his own feet...or nothing at all, and was on his way to fall face first on the floor.
"Not even 5 steps from the bathroom" he thought, which was a new record, and not the good kind, normally he'd just stumble a bit and would only fall down once inside his shared room... Not that he was keeping records and was proud of it. Ok. Maybe a little bit.
Midst his soliloquy, he groaned. This was going to hurt. He shut his eyes awaiting the impact and pain until a pair of strong arms prevented him from falling.
He was glad he hadn't fallen to the floor and smirked a little. But any sort of appreciation he had to whomever caught him from falling down died, and rather quickly as he felt himself get pushed against the wall.
He tried focusing on the person in front of him, but that proved to be a bit difficult since it was dark.
"Hyung! Stop doing this!!"
"Donghae?...not the person I was expecting" thought Kangin to himself.
who were you expecting~~?
"It's annoying as hell! You're going to get hurt!! Or worse! You'll end up hurting someone. GET help! Get a hobby... but this has GOT to stop!" said Donghae angry, stressed, concerned, sad, desperate and with a certain whine at the end of each small sentence.
he's right~~you're going to end up doing something you'll regret~~~
"Don't worry Hae-ah...I'm not stupid enough to actually go around trying to hurt myself" he ...hoped? that would brush him off.
"WHAT?!?!?!" This pissed off Donghae "Are you crazy?... wait, no. You're drunk That's right, only a drunk wouldn't notice the way his knuckles are bruised and bloody and how ruined his shirt has puke all over it." Donghae stopped and laughed, not amused "He would just make believe he's 100% alright. And just not care for the fact that his hyungs & dongsaengs---his family is worried about and for him and stay up late at night praying that YOU Kangin, don't FUCK UP" the last words were spat out and yelled at Kangin.
Which caused some of the members to wake up and stick their heads out their doors or wander a bit closer to see what was happening. Hearing members fight at wee bit hours of the morning wasn't normal. Specially if it included Donghae.
They were used to the squabbles between Kangin & Leeteuk, Heechul & Han Geng and the occasional Kyuhyun & Sungmin arguing about the younger playing video games to late.
"Hae..." Eunhyuk called him trying to keep him from yelling any more than he already had.
Donghae didn't pay any sort of attention from Eunhyuk, or any of the other members that were now all around him and Kangin. "Don't you realize you're bring us down? You're bringing a bad name to Super Junior! You're breaking promises!!"
Kangin opened his mouth to say something, apologize he thought for a moment.
He wouldn't forgive you anyway...
"Donghae I...."
"Don't you think about dishing me the same sort of sorry ass excuse/apology you give to Teukie-hyung! I am not your lover so I won't forgive you! .... I can't even believe he does anyways! Because of you he's always crying himself to sleep and rarely gets any sort of rest at all...you've broken his heart Kangin..." Donghae looked down the floor for a moment before looking up to Kangin again, good thing looks didn't kill people "you're a sorry excuse of a lover, friend and hyung!!"
By the end of Donghae's speech Kangin's fuse blew. He got pissed and pushed Donghae, slamming him against the opposite wall.
"Well I'm sorry if I'm not being the hyung you'd thought I would be. And I can't even begin to tell you how bad I feel about Teukie. But really Hae, just mind your own--"
The next thing Kangin felt was being pushed towards the floor and a searing pain along his jawline.
” I didn’t think being shoved would cause so much pain” his drunker side thought.
It hurt his hand having punched Kangin with all of his strength, but Donghae felt good with himself. Because he knew it would give the older one a nice bruising.
“Telling me to mind my own business? You’re horrible! You don’t deserve everything you have!” Donghae was readying himself to punch him again.
Kangin, noticing this, started to bring himself up to his feet to hit him back.
Are you really going to hurt your dongsaeng….even though he cares so much about you?
…his fault for wanting to pick a fight with me….
Donghae raised his fist and saw Kangin doing the same and smirked, this would get good. But he suddenly felt someone hold to his arm. He turned his head and had a glare set on his face, ready to tell whoever was holding him to back the fuck off when he saw who he least expected…
“Donghae-ah….” He man said softly.
It was Leeteuk.
“Hyung… I-“
“Just leave him alone…”
He saw how Leeteuk looked and went from feeling angry, to just feeling plain helpless. He remembered what he said before about his and Kangin’s relationship and wondered if he had heard. His eyes immediately filled with tears when he noticed Leeteuk’s eyes looked full of pain and were full of tears as well.
“Just….leave him alone” Leeteuk repeated just barely above a whisper.
The other members seeing the scene in front of them quickly scrambled to their respective rooms. Sungmin, who shared the room with Kangin and Leeteuk, went along to Kyu’s and Wookie’s room.
“I’m sorry” Donghae’s voice cracked at the last syllable. His hyung’s response was a smile, which just made Donghae start to cry like a little kid.
Leeteuk held Donghae’s hand and tugged on it, signaling that they should go to his room. But not before Kangin stared at his Angels’ smile…wondering if he’d receive any sort of forgiveness-not that he deserved it-and that’s when their eyes locked, for an instant, and entire second.
He saw it; the disappointment, the heartache, the worry, the sadness, and the guilt as if this whole thing was his own fault. But it wasn’t, it was Kangin’s fault…no Kim Youngwoon’s fault, Korea’s #1 Jerk man.
He was about to call out for Leeteuk when he saw they were entering their room, could he even call it theirs anymore?, when he felt someone kick his leg.
His gaze broke from Leeteuk’s figure and he found himself alone in the hall with Heechul-odd. He thought everyone was already in their rooms.
“What do you want Chullie?
Clunk, clink
He cringed, they’d locked the door. It was obvious there was no way for Kangin to enter his room, and try and salvage whatever was left of the relationship and friendship he had with those two.
“Fix yourself Youngwoon. I mean it, you’re destroying your bond with everyone. I know that’s not what you really want” Heechul said calm… almost too calm, but Kangin knew that Heechul was at his most serious, and pissed off, when he was calm and quiet.
“….I don’t know what to do…” Kangin replied softly.
“You may not know what to do now but figure it out, before it’s too late…” Heechul looked over at the door leading to Leeteuk’s room and Kangin caught the movement and followed his gaze “…that is… if it isn’t too late already.”
With that said Heechul gave Kangin one last look before going to his shared room with Kibum and Han Geng.
Kangin slumped down the floor again and stared at the floor as if it were the most interesting of movies.
If it isn’t too late, if they still want me, DO they still want me? Would they accept me Kangin thought to himself.
I wouldn’t take you back….
“I wouldn’t either...” he replied silently to the voice in his head as he rose up his knees and held his head on his hands crying silently to himself.
He’d finally gone off too deep.
Pairing: KangTeukHae don't wanna say much. It'll spoil the story ninja!HaeHyuk/EunHae
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Kangin hasn't even tried to control his addiction to late night partying and drinking. Missing schedules, getting home at late night of the hours disrupting other members sleep. Making members worry sick for his return. It's getting quite annoying. Will someone be able to stop him or stand up to him while he's drunk before he messes up the relationship he has with his friends and lovers? Will it be too late?
Genre: Angst, Drama
Side Note: the summary sucks. I'm so sorry.
It was two in the morning, Donghae was trying to fall asleep after a rather long day of working. Shooting for CF's, recording, TV show's,etc. He'd been staring at the ceiling for a little while now trying to successfully catch his much needed slumber and he was succeeding, he was in that state that you felt as if were laying on a bed of clouds...eyes drifting close....breathing lightly....all serene....
Clunk
Swish
Slam!
...
Clunk
Clunk
*Glass Shatter*
Donghae's senses immediately heightened, and he couldn't help but sigh. He looked like he wouldn't be getting that "much needed sleep" he so longingly craved for.
Which made him annoyed... Yet another night of annoying clatter causing him to lose sleep!...Again!!
This, Donghae thought, was the last straw. He grumbled his hyungs name under his breath and got up to go to the kitchen to find him. It was dark, so he couldn't really see anything. Not that it mattered 'cause he already knew where everything was by memory. As he was walking however, his steps were halted when he felt like he stepped on something.... crunchy. He looked down and was greeted with a broken vase on the floor, flowers scattered everywhere.
Good thing I was wearing my slippers he thought, but he started frowning...he liked that vase and had happy memories from it.
Ryeowook and him had picked it out one summer in the attempt to make the house a little bit livelier. His line of thought was broken by the sound of someone puking. He grimaced at the horrible noise and quickly walked towards the brimming light in the direction of the bathroom.
Kangin had flushed the toilet after puking. Although gross, he had to admit he felt a heck of a lot better. Struggling to get out of the bathroom, he stumbled then tripped over something, presumably with his own feet...or nothing at all, and was on his way to fall face first on the floor.
"Not even 5 steps from the bathroom" he thought, which was a new record, and not the good kind, normally he'd just stumble a bit and would only fall down once inside his shared room... Not that he was keeping records and was proud of it. Ok. Maybe a little bit.
Midst his soliloquy, he groaned. This was going to hurt. He shut his eyes awaiting the impact and pain until a pair of strong arms prevented him from falling.
He was glad he hadn't fallen to the floor and smirked a little. But any sort of appreciation he had to whomever caught him from falling down died, and rather quickly as he felt himself get pushed against the wall.
He tried focusing on the person in front of him, but that proved to be a bit difficult since it was dark.
"Hyung! Stop doing this!!"
"Donghae?...not the person I was expecting" thought Kangin to himself.
who were you expecting~~?
"It's annoying as hell! You're going to get hurt!! Or worse! You'll end up hurting someone. GET help! Get a hobby... but this has GOT to stop!" said Donghae angry, stressed, concerned, sad, desperate and with a certain whine at the end of each small sentence.
he's right~~you're going to end up doing something you'll regret~~~
"Don't worry Hae-ah...I'm not stupid enough to actually go around trying to hurt myself" he ...hoped? that would brush him off.
"WHAT?!?!?!" This pissed off Donghae "Are you crazy?... wait, no. You're drunk That's right, only a drunk wouldn't notice the way his knuckles are bruised and bloody and how ruined his shirt has puke all over it." Donghae stopped and laughed, not amused "He would just make believe he's 100% alright. And just not care for the fact that his hyungs & dongsaengs---his family is worried about and for him and stay up late at night praying that YOU Kangin, don't FUCK UP" the last words were spat out and yelled at Kangin.
Which caused some of the members to wake up and stick their heads out their doors or wander a bit closer to see what was happening. Hearing members fight at wee bit hours of the morning wasn't normal. Specially if it included Donghae.
They were used to the squabbles between Kangin & Leeteuk, Heechul & Han Geng and the occasional Kyuhyun & Sungmin arguing about the younger playing video games to late.
"Hae..." Eunhyuk called him trying to keep him from yelling any more than he already had.
Donghae didn't pay any sort of attention from Eunhyuk, or any of the other members that were now all around him and Kangin. "Don't you realize you're bring us down? You're bringing a bad name to Super Junior! You're breaking promises!!"
Kangin opened his mouth to say something, apologize he thought for a moment.
He wouldn't forgive you anyway...
"Donghae I...."
"Don't you think about dishing me the same sort of sorry ass excuse/apology you give to Teukie-hyung! I am not your lover so I won't forgive you! .... I can't even believe he does anyways! Because of you he's always crying himself to sleep and rarely gets any sort of rest at all...you've broken his heart Kangin..." Donghae looked down the floor for a moment before looking up to Kangin again, good thing looks didn't kill people "you're a sorry excuse of a lover, friend and hyung!!"
By the end of Donghae's speech Kangin's fuse blew. He got pissed and pushed Donghae, slamming him against the opposite wall.
"Well I'm sorry if I'm not being the hyung you'd thought I would be. And I can't even begin to tell you how bad I feel about Teukie. But really Hae, just mind your own--"
The next thing Kangin felt was being pushed towards the floor and a searing pain along his jawline.
” I didn’t think being shoved would cause so much pain” his drunker side thought.
It hurt his hand having punched Kangin with all of his strength, but Donghae felt good with himself. Because he knew it would give the older one a nice bruising.
“Telling me to mind my own business? You’re horrible! You don’t deserve everything you have!” Donghae was readying himself to punch him again.
Kangin, noticing this, started to bring himself up to his feet to hit him back.
Are you really going to hurt your dongsaeng….even though he cares so much about you?
…his fault for wanting to pick a fight with me….
Donghae raised his fist and saw Kangin doing the same and smirked, this would get good. But he suddenly felt someone hold to his arm. He turned his head and had a glare set on his face, ready to tell whoever was holding him to back the fuck off when he saw who he least expected…
“Donghae-ah….” He man said softly.
It was Leeteuk.
“Hyung… I-“
“Just leave him alone…”
He saw how Leeteuk looked and went from feeling angry, to just feeling plain helpless. He remembered what he said before about his and Kangin’s relationship and wondered if he had heard. His eyes immediately filled with tears when he noticed Leeteuk’s eyes looked full of pain and were full of tears as well.
“Just….leave him alone” Leeteuk repeated just barely above a whisper.
The other members seeing the scene in front of them quickly scrambled to their respective rooms. Sungmin, who shared the room with Kangin and Leeteuk, went along to Kyu’s and Wookie’s room.
“I’m sorry” Donghae’s voice cracked at the last syllable. His hyung’s response was a smile, which just made Donghae start to cry like a little kid.
Leeteuk held Donghae’s hand and tugged on it, signaling that they should go to his room. But not before Kangin stared at his Angels’ smile…wondering if he’d receive any sort of forgiveness-not that he deserved it-and that’s when their eyes locked, for an instant, and entire second.
He saw it; the disappointment, the heartache, the worry, the sadness, and the guilt as if this whole thing was his own fault. But it wasn’t, it was Kangin’s fault…no Kim Youngwoon’s fault, Korea’s #1 Jerk man.
He was about to call out for Leeteuk when he saw they were entering their room, could he even call it theirs anymore?, when he felt someone kick his leg.
His gaze broke from Leeteuk’s figure and he found himself alone in the hall with Heechul-odd. He thought everyone was already in their rooms.
“What do you want Chullie?
Clunk, clink
He cringed, they’d locked the door. It was obvious there was no way for Kangin to enter his room, and try and salvage whatever was left of the relationship and friendship he had with those two.
“Fix yourself Youngwoon. I mean it, you’re destroying your bond with everyone. I know that’s not what you really want” Heechul said calm… almost too calm, but Kangin knew that Heechul was at his most serious, and pissed off, when he was calm and quiet.
“….I don’t know what to do…” Kangin replied softly.
“You may not know what to do now but figure it out, before it’s too late…” Heechul looked over at the door leading to Leeteuk’s room and Kangin caught the movement and followed his gaze “…that is… if it isn’t too late already.”
With that said Heechul gave Kangin one last look before going to his shared room with Kibum and Han Geng.
Kangin slumped down the floor again and stared at the floor as if it were the most interesting of movies.
If it isn’t too late, if they still want me, DO they still want me? Would they accept me Kangin thought to himself.
I wouldn’t take you back….
“I wouldn’t either...” he replied silently to the voice in his head as he rose up his knees and held his head on his hands crying silently to himself.
He’d finally gone off too deep.