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Konnichiwa, Minna-san....^^
Today I just did some medical check up at the Hospital and the result is really bad whice it's shocking me.
I only want to say that may be I can't update my fics for awhile, I won't hiatus though, I just really need time for calming myself down. I'm really broken now, I just wanted to cry right away infront of the doctor that time but I held myself. Now, my mind is full of things. Angry, sad, worried, scared, disappointed....all of those are in my mind right now.
I don't know what to do or what to think anymore, I'm really in depression.
I need time.
For Friends in YamaChii fandom
I'll continue my fics after I can be back to my usual self again and my condition be better of course.
I don't ask you all to wait for my fics though, because I think there are many great fics out there that you can read na...^^
But I'll really take my responsibility to finish my fics for those who are maybe waiting for my update....^^
YamaChii is my spirit and write fics is my hobby... I love those two very much and I hope after I can accept the reality, I can gather my spirit and strenght soon so I will be able to be a usual Yuki again... :)
For my bestfriend
I don't mean that I don't want to meet you all, I also want to have fun with you, I really do want it. But for now I really need time to calming myself... :(
I missssssss you so much and I don't know how to express it with words now. We aren't meet almost for a year, right ?
I miss our craziness and bakaness and our another-ness.... I have same feeling with you, want to meet and do our stuffs together is something that I missed so much...
But , now I'm still in my depression and don't want to meet anyone, I need to be alone for awhile. But it's ok with talking on FB or texting me, I will do reply it... :)
Later, about 1 or 2 months, if the doctor say that my condition be better and I can be calm, I will think for meet you all ne. But for now, I really can't... :(
I hope you can understand my feeling right now... :)
Arigatou for read this... :)
I LOVE YOU <3
Today I just did some medical check up at the Hospital and the result is really bad whice it's shocking me.
I only want to say that may be I can't update my fics for awhile, I won't hiatus though, I just really need time for calming myself down. I'm really broken now, I just wanted to cry right away infront of the doctor that time but I held myself. Now, my mind is full of things. Angry, sad, worried, scared, disappointed....all of those are in my mind right now.
I don't know what to do or what to think anymore, I'm really in depression.
I need time.
For Friends in YamaChii fandom
I'll continue my fics after I can be back to my usual self again and my condition be better of course.
I don't ask you all to wait for my fics though, because I think there are many great fics out there that you can read na...^^
But I'll really take my responsibility to finish my fics for those who are maybe waiting for my update....^^
YamaChii is my spirit and write fics is my hobby... I love those two very much and I hope after I can accept the reality, I can gather my spirit and strenght soon so I will be able to be a usual Yuki again... :)
For my bestfriend
I don't mean that I don't want to meet you all, I also want to have fun with you, I really do want it. But for now I really need time to calming myself... :(
I missssssss you so much and I don't know how to express it with words now. We aren't meet almost for a year, right ?
I miss our craziness and bakaness and our another-ness.... I have same feeling with you, want to meet and do our stuffs together is something that I missed so much...
But , now I'm still in my depression and don't want to meet anyone, I need to be alone for awhile. But it's ok with talking on FB or texting me, I will do reply it... :)
Later, about 1 or 2 months, if the doctor say that my condition be better and I can be calm, I will think for meet you all ne. But for now, I really can't... :(
I hope you can understand my feeling right now... :)
Arigatou for read this... :)
I LOVE YOU <3