I Dunno Why
Everything is making me miserable lately. Like everything. I am sad and depressed and I don't really have a good reason to be?
Well maybe this past weekend kinda. Between all the awful things going on in other countries and not having money for food, that wasn't fun either. And little things that happen are setting me off more too. Like leaving a little bit of rice of rice in the bowl. I'm gunna get spots. =_= And how to never do it again.
This is after I've been here for 6 months.
There are some good days and some bad days. Right now the bad days are outweighing my good ones here. It's stupid and weird and I hate having anxiety and depression.
Like next week we have to to volunteer at the Kindergarden's school fair. Which I REALLY don't want to. But alas I have to sell food. And let me tell you how my anxiety is just flaring up over that.
Just a really bad couple of weeks and I want it to go away. I think I need to get away for the weekend.
Well maybe this past weekend kinda. Between all the awful things going on in other countries and not having money for food, that wasn't fun either. And little things that happen are setting me off more too. Like leaving a little bit of rice of rice in the bowl. I'm gunna get spots. =_= And how to never do it again.
This is after I've been here for 6 months.
There are some good days and some bad days. Right now the bad days are outweighing my good ones here. It's stupid and weird and I hate having anxiety and depression.
Like next week we have to to volunteer at the Kindergarden's school fair. Which I REALLY don't want to. But alas I have to sell food. And let me tell you how my anxiety is just flaring up over that.
Just a really bad couple of weeks and I want it to go away. I think I need to get away for the weekend.