Useless
So you know? I am beginning to realize how useless people are becoming. They are back stabbers and idiots and use people to further themselves a head and don't even bother thinking about the people they're hurting in the process. I wish it wasn't true but people in my area....I am starting to see their true colors. Sad to say as much as I wanna stay and be there, you people are making it impossible to do so. I am sick of being stepped on and ignored till people need something outta me and I can't tolerate it anymore. I don't want faking or false sweetness. It hurts way more than the actual process of just plain out saying it. You put your effort and whole being and go along with everything, and you let the door hit me just as I'm about to walk through. Its so freaking frustrating. Really. So here's me FTW on the inside as my anger boils over.
*deep breath*
So I went to the dentist today and got me teeth all clean. Then they tell me that I have go in for surgery to get my wisdom teeth removed and I need another 2 filling. This is all happening in another week or so. I'm so freaking scared, I hate surgery. It scares the crap out me and I don't want to get it done. But I don't want to lose the feeling in my mouth so its a lose lose situation for me. X_X I used to like the dentist. NOW I don't.
Oh how I love the feeling of loneliness and disatifaction I'm recieving as of late. Its really pissing me off.
Bonus: Dad bought me my KAT-TUN QoP concert DVD for my birthday!!! ^O^ That and I get to go see Wolverine for my birthday! How sweet is that? So while everyone is off having their stinky little joint party that I'm not a part of according to people, I'm going to the movies and watching Hugh Jackman and Ryan Reynolds in big screen HD.
So once again:
F.T.W
*deep breath*
So I went to the dentist today and got me teeth all clean. Then they tell me that I have go in for surgery to get my wisdom teeth removed and I need another 2 filling. This is all happening in another week or so. I'm so freaking scared, I hate surgery. It scares the crap out me and I don't want to get it done. But I don't want to lose the feeling in my mouth so its a lose lose situation for me. X_X I used to like the dentist. NOW I don't.
Oh how I love the feeling of loneliness and disatifaction I'm recieving as of late. Its really pissing me off.
Bonus: Dad bought me my KAT-TUN QoP concert DVD for my birthday!!! ^O^ That and I get to go see Wolverine for my birthday! How sweet is that? So while everyone is off having their stinky little joint party that I'm not a part of according to people, I'm going to the movies and watching Hugh Jackman and Ryan Reynolds in big screen HD.
So once again:
F.T.W