Funeral
My Pepe's Funeral is today... My moms going crazy cause she woke up late... it's 8:30 and the funeral is at 11. The boys and I aren't in school cause we're going, obviously. And apparently there's going to be about 70-80 people at my Meme's house after... It was bad enough dealing with my Aunt Pat's funeral less than a year ago, and now my Pepe's gone too... I'm beginning to fear that maybe my Meme will be next, but God I hope not... And the only thing I know is right now I wish that I had someone to hug and Someone to cry on, but, I don't because Talia's in Maryland and I'm beginning to wonder about the trust I have in my "friends" So Really I have no one to comfort me and It hurts so Bad that this screen is blurry from the tears that keep welling up in my eyes... At least My Pepe is in a nice Place. Whether it's SummerLand or Heaven, At least he's with my Aunt Pat, Birth Grandmother and My Uncle Victor. I hope One day I can see them all again...