Most of you know me for my writing. I'm going to be honest about that. I can write well and I know it. No bragging intended. Here's a little something I wrote over the summer:
You know, LJ was something we always shared and I like to think that I saw this coming but I didn't. That made it hurt, all too much. No one can ever hate you for this, neither can I. That's my problem see, I could never get mad at you. Now look where it's gotten me. I know you might never read this, but I'm glad. I don't want you to ever see how bad this has made me feel, but I just have to say it.
You know that you were the only reason I made an LJ and it always has been. Somehow it's empty now that I know you're not coming back. We've shared a lot here, you know. Comments, sentimental confessions, new knowledge about each other and all that left a mark on me. I'm sorry if I'm being way too affected it's just that...ever since you've been so busy this was the only place where I could actually share something with you and now that's gone too. You've become really distant for sometime and this was the only way I could see how you were doing but now...oh never mind. I'm getting way too emotional, I might as well stop it now.
You know that you were the only reason I made an LJ and it always has been. Somehow it's empty now that I know you're not coming back. We've shared a lot here, you know. Comments, sentimental confessions, new knowledge about each other and all that left a mark on me. I'm sorry if I'm being way too affected it's just that...ever since you've been so busy this was the only place where I could actually share something with you and now that's gone too. You've become really distant for sometime and this was the only way I could see how you were doing but now...oh never mind. I'm getting way too emotional, I might as well stop it now.
I'm here if you need me.
-Mira
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